JORDAN.

oh well, i'm just confuzzled with what i have now. am i doing the right thing? should i be contended or just kick a fuss around?

i've sorta got my results back. and i'm just like facing the death sign in front of me right now. i wouldn't really wanna elaborate about my results though. the thought of it just makes me depressed.

my teacher or someone told me to 'reap what i sow'. i'm just gotta have to bear the consequences that i've done in the earlier state. but i'm hiding my problems to myself and maybe some friends. am i just making myself worse? or running away from reality or the truth?

the only thing i could do now, is to;

wait for a miracle.

but still, even if i were to do that, i'd just feel sad and moody once in a while. people keep telling me to stay strong, but i just can't really seem to do it. i think that i'm just

hopeless.



finally, exams are over! hooray! time for me to relax alil even though i didn't study much during the exams.

oh well, things really happened lately. lies and betrayal. talking bad behind people's back? is it worth saying? or is it just your own personal feelings that you have to choice but to let it out? i'm just really like being hamburgered by two sides, not knowing where to go to.

some people think i'm just too nice to really accept the things above ^
but i was just trying to do what a friend can do. is it that hard to accomplish? or is it just that i think that i can't do it? i'm just confused.

anyway, gotta hope my exam results are well lol.

out-

swear like a sailor