JORDAN.

oh well, i'm just confuzzled with what i have now. am i doing the right thing? should i be contended or just kick a fuss around?

i've sorta got my results back. and i'm just like facing the death sign in front of me right now. i wouldn't really wanna elaborate about my results though. the thought of it just makes me depressed.

my teacher or someone told me to 'reap what i sow'. i'm just gotta have to bear the consequences that i've done in the earlier state. but i'm hiding my problems to myself and maybe some friends. am i just making myself worse? or running away from reality or the truth?

the only thing i could do now, is to;

wait for a miracle.

but still, even if i were to do that, i'd just feel sad and moody once in a while. people keep telling me to stay strong, but i just can't really seem to do it. i think that i'm just

hopeless.

swear like a sailor