Wednesday, December 28, 2005
school's reopening, and i'm meeting my schoolmates again. do i have that defence over their criticisms? kinda hard to tell if they were to continue, or not.throughout this whole month, it's been really, a good exposure of new stuffs and experience that i've found it useful to me, and to some people as well. some cases, it's perserverance, others, it's just your endurance and how you're gonna receive it or take it within yourself.all decisions lie within me; every step i take, every decision i make. what's more wonderful than having a couple of friends, that'll respect your decisions, and to care,share,forgive and forget? there isn't an always, but still, it's more than enough.my time in MS, might fade, and might not. Somehow MS brought me into this state. I liked it, and hated it too. be it studies or friends, i guess, i've made myself proud in this. (:i gotta be brave at sometimes and settle things within my limit. never to betray friends, and also, never to betray myself. .my leave or departure from the game temporarily, might not be significant, i don't care also. i might leave, or quit. might not. it all have to depend on me. my mindset now is maybe; to find a way that you could proceed, let your legs make the next step, and not the environment to make your next step.i'm not matured enough yet. there's always a need for me to follow someone. and i hope i've followed the right person.as for my blog, i screwed the previous lookup, and gonna stick with this, till i find something nice to take over.hail DoLceVita (:
1:25 AM
Thursday, December 01, 2005
the end.
I've decided to stop blogging, for now of course.
Reason being, I just find it kinda useless if I were to moan on my problems always whenever I visit here. Links are kinda dead and still, doesn't really work well for me though.
To all those people there; thanks for viewing the blog, if you have, and all the time you took to type the link on top eh :)
I might be back, I might not. This blog could be a reflection on what I have done right and wrong. Just gotta hope that I could stay strong and not think too wildy or negatively of my life.
Till then,
Jordan.
12:45 PM