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Monday, January 02, 2006
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school's reopening tomorrow, and i'm just not ready for it yet, or never will.
all endings are just beginnings; 2005 is over, and out comes 2006. new year, with new year resolutions, and i'm suppose to try my best to accomplish them. however, i think i can't do any of them.
i'm starting to think that i'm a failure again. not sure why and don't know why. all i need now is to get myself back on track. to face my classmates, to learn how to endure, and to learn how to stay focused.
my mind drifts away when something bad happens and i tend to think alot of it, even if it doesn't concern me. people used to say that i think too much. all i wanted was to try and help. but then, helping too much isn't useful also.
recently i've been listening to anime/jpop songs. kinda nice, but i won't get that addicted unlike someone. xD but yeah, just some music to fade my time away.
still deciding about my path towards MS. somehow the addiction can't be taken away or removed easily. it's like a scar on your body that stays permanently in you unless you do something about it. right now, i just hope that i'm strong enough to proceed on. and my mind, ohwell.
this is kinda late though, wanted to blog this yesterday but didn't have the feeling too.
Happy New Year everyone! (:
gambatte to us for a well-spent year and let's hope for another one!
houki boshi~ bleach
10:19 AM
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