Saturday, April 22, 2006
unprepared and indecisive.
exams are so near. so dam near. and i barely started.
i can feel my butt on the chair. rotting there for several hours facing the screen.
i can't feel my legs on the track or my hands on the gym bars, to train myself to make myself fitter.
to try, and try and try. i just can't sense that feeling. halfway and i'll stop. no permanent interest in something for long. gah dammit.
to sustain an interest seems easy, to restrain it from affecting you is hard. gah
oh yeah, happy 18th birthday to cheng =) although i wasted some cash on the mega, guess it's worth it =)
shall not talk much. nite
10:42 PM