Monday, May 08, 2006
sometimes i wish.
sometimes I wish, if I could do this, or that, to make the day better.
To choose between a flashlight, a candle or a lightstick, which you would choose as your source of light? Most would probably choose the flashlight, cuz it would shine the longest. For me, I choose the candle.
Not sure why, somehow I preferred the old times. Which old times? Not sure, don't know. Good ones and bad ones, hard to really decide which's more suitable and long-lasting for me.
Right now, each person who comes to me and talk to me, I just feel that I'm blessed or being the chosen one, to have someone to talk to or have a little chat. I'm just starting to feel the loneliness in school. Being in school and at home, is just two different worlds.
Where do I belong?
Sometimes I wished I never existed, then I wouldn't have all these problems and an additional burden to those people who concerned.
A friend is just like a star; not always there, but always will be there if you'll think it will.
9:47 PM