JORDAN.

practicals was quite fine I think, hope I can do well.

it's been a very long time since I blogged. waned to blog about stuffs that I've wanted to say, but I think there isn't a need for them anymore. what more can I ask for man, sigh.

first written paper is in less than two weeks. oh great. then after that subsequent papers.

I haven't really decided on what course I intend to take when I get into a poly (if I'm able). how undecisive I am.

there are things that make me change my mind always. when I'm at a point of doing something, there'll always be something that will suddenly change my decision. bah just hate it man.

I'm like seeing more and more of my friends being attached with girls. I guess I'm not prepared for one either, so I think I should just give up the idea of trying to woo one ._. look at me man, I'm so shy, even when talking to my usual friends and they're even guys. face to face, I can't even speak a word or just continue a conversation. I would just put my face down or look at other directions. for me, it's too hard to make an eye contact with my partner, especially if it's a girl. it's the fright man. gah.

though before that there's people who called me cute, i don't really think that they meant it. they probably jope ust wanted me to feel more confident and happy. ohwell, I guess I shouldn't be thinking so much.

hope everything goes well for you and me.

swear like a sailor