JORDAN.

went to the gym for the first time with a friend. went for only 2 hours. did some training and wasn't that bad. now my muscles abit aching x.x but hope it's good enough lol.

these few days, I've been slacking at home doing nothing. probably I have to do that till feb and watch myself grow fat. T_T

gs outing is this saturday, audition event is also this saturday. hear them both together, i abit sian liao -.- sigh

so many things clashed up in one day, guess it'll be one long day man >.>



went vivo and filled an application form to work at baleno. ._.
there's like so many other application forms as well. kindly hard to get the job I guess. all thanks to kris for introducing this job! :D

why can't just people be satisfied with what they have?



graduation night yesterday was wonderful.

well I guess I'll start with my chalet first.
went there at about 3 to meet up with some of my friends. went Wild Wild Wet on wednesday too. after that we headed to our chalet room, which is located at costa sands. P-02. however our chalet sucked badly. bt had his personal chalet in P-01, which is just beside us. practically was supposed to be a class chalet, in the end he called his friends along. gah hate it badly.
we were short of food and there wasn't enough to pay the organisers money for the bookings of the chalet. left on the second day due to my graduation night.

man. sure loved my graduation night. came back home around 4pm and kindly rushed through my clothes to meet up with friends together. I wore a blue shirt with a blue tie. our grad night was at Holiday Inn Parkview. when we reached there, I saw lots of people wearing blazers. gosh, rich kids! :x
probably was the official last day where we get to see our classmates. the dinner was nice. quite similar to the usual wedding ones. got a plaque for my dedication towards the Peer Leaders and a testimonial too. gotta thank my beloved form teacher for her care and concern throughout these two important years!
oh yeah, i was shocked too. I won the second prize of the lucky draw! heh how lucky I can be. :x won a portable dvd player. this is like the first time I ever won something from a lucky draw. seems good anyway, at least I didn't waste my money.

went home after my grad night as I had to accompany tc to sentosa. was almost late when I overslept. we reacheh harborfront and we saw tc's gf together with her friends. her friends seemed quite shy and friendly I guess, but tc's gf was noisy! lol.
however it's bad. it was raining when we got out of the mrt station. -.- in the end we went to vivocity to watch a movie instead. we watched step-up. nice movie, with the superb dance steps and music. of course, the hawt girls too! :x
also, the aircon there sometimes VERY COLD :x the tap water in the toilet is freezing! lol


this is kinda a long post ._. but hope it's readable.

let one be enough for me



will post about my chalet stuffs tomorrow I think, not really worth posting about it as well.

just came back not long ago and gotta rush to prepare myself for my special night today. after that would be heading back to the chalet till tomorrow morning :)

it's only what you want that makes it seems easy to accomplish, but then sometimes it takes forever to accomplish it



woohoo! chalet's already started and i'm still at home ._.

anyway, will be back tomorrow to post what i did! I think ._.
hope there isn't any screw ups. ^^


take even the slightest glimpse of light as a sign of success



managed to get my graduation stuffs bought today. spent about $120 on it. issit too little or too much o.o

my mom bought a blue shirt with a blue tie. looks cool to me, but not sure how it looks on my friends view.

hmm, mind that music bar on the bottom of the cbox, just somehow no idea to resize it ._.

chalet's tomorrow! can't wait man. hope there's more fun, and mess too. barbecue!

still no job yet :( anyone intro some please! :x



everything's over! woohoo!

this week would be a busy week for me I guess. so many events coming up.

there's a chalet, graduation night and other outings as well. oh my x.x

however, my mom isn't feeling that well :(
till now I haven't bought my clothes for my graduation night yet. maybe I won't go for it even though I paid for it. sigh.

chalet is in about two days time. oh man it's gonna be fun I hope. the reunion of 6/2 2002! woohoo :x

now that my examinations are over, hope I'm able to find a job or something ._. something that I can waste my time away :D

give me hope and I shall use it wisely for you to realise that it's worth



someone just give me a knife or kill me please.

argh.

it seems to be in a celebrating mood. well soon. however I don't feel any of it anymore.


make me believe that you're the one I'm looking for.



wow. the paper yesterday was much easier than I expected. even though I lost alot of marks, but I think I should be able to pass ._. hope paper two isn't that tough.


5 more days till everything's over!


days and days have passed, and I'm still the same old self.
Anyway, I got this from a friend's blog, so I'll just do them :x

1. Highlight the whole thing.
2. Copy and past into a mail/post.
3. Change all the answers so that they apply to u.
4. Send/tag tis to a whole bunch of people u knowincluding e person who Sent/tagged u.The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known facts about ur frens.BE HONEST and have some fun today!

________________________
1. Starting Time: 0933
2. Full Name: Jordan Aw :x
3.Best Friend(s): My bed and my computer <3
4.Sexiest Friend: Myself
5. Funniest Friend(s): If you think you are, then you are
6. Smartest friends: Everyone except me. I'm dumb :(
7. Dumbest Person: Um. Me!
8. Shyest Friend: Me too!
9. Most boring person:
10. Who Do you get advice from: My brain
11. Height: 182
12. DOB: 27/07/90
13. Righty / Lefty : Lefty.
15. Shoe Size : I've got big feet :x UK size 10 I think
16.Shoe Brand (adidas or nike): Nike FTW!
17. Do you Crack any Body Parts: Crack = Break? Um no :x
19. Siblings: A younger sis.
20. Email Address: morjor@gmail.com =x
21. Boy Friend/Girl Friend: No one wants me :(
22. Crush: Those hawt girls :o they're my crush woooo ~
23. Liked a Teacher: I'm too young for that ._. Some of them are oldies :x
25. Hope the person you sent/tagged wld reply: Don't expect much.
26. Ate a Tub of Ice Cream: o.O I've got small appetite ._.
27. Ran Into a Glass Door: Um yes. LOL :x
29. Gone Skinny Dipping: What's that o.o
30. Nearly hit by a car: Lots of times.
31. Ran into a parked car: I'm not that blind, I think.

GIRLS FILL OUT ABOUT BOYS

35. Boxers or Briefs:
36. Tall or Short :
37. Does size matter:
38. Six-pack or Muscular Arms:
39. Body or Personality:
40. Ear Pierced or Not:
41. Sporty or Outdoorsy:
42. Good or Bad guy:

BOYS FILL OUT ABOUT GIRLS

35. G Strings or normal underwear: :o G STRINGS!
36. Tall or Short : Uh short. If not hard to kiss =x
37. Does size matter: Not really.
38. Sporty or demure: Demure. Both would be cool :D
39. Body or Personality: Personality > Everything IMO
40. Ear Pierced or Not: Doesn't matter.
41. Homely or Outdoorsy: Homely. Cook for me pl0x :x
42. Good or Bad girl: Bad girls rocks in the house!

Which One is Better

59. Coke or pepsi: Coke
60. K.F.C or Mcdonalds: 6777-3777
61. Cats or Dogs: Bark.
62. Coffee or Tea : Or me?
63. Eastside or westside: East. 'Cuz I stay at the east o.o'
64. Vanilla or chocolate: Vanilla <3
65. Cake or Cookies: Cookies! Mmmm
66.Purple striped Lime socks or white socks: Why so weird one o.o Purple striped :x
67. Sunset or Sunrise: Sunset.
68. Day or Night: Night.
69. Lights on or off: Off. Darkness is/are cool? o.o
70. Summer or Winter: Snowman!
71. Food: Sushi. And alot more :o
73. Holiday destination: Hawaii
74. Radio Station: I don't listen much radio >_>
75. Place: Bed.

In The Future

76. Will you believe in God: Can I not answer this ._.
77. What you want to be when you grow up: Teacher! Maths teachers sounds cool!
78. Define Love: Living On a Very Expensive Relationship. (I added a R) :x
80. Favourite Place: There's nowhere like home :x
81. Favourite day(s) of the week: Saturdays.
82. Bedtime: I don't know. Sometimes I just doze off and fall asleep o.o
83. Who Is Least Likely To Send This Back: Umm no one? o.o
84.Satan or God or atheist: Myself!

More questions

85. Do you love someone right now: Nope.
86. Do you care about someone: Always.
87. Do you think of someone everyday: Yes. I think of myself. :s
89. Do you think someone is special in any way: Isn't everyone special ._.
90. Finishing time: 0946 15/11/2006

9:36 AM

Monday, November 13, 2006

dampened mood.

four more papers and seven more days till everything's over!

my weekend was bad. I just felt horrible >.> ahh yes. went out yesterday to a friend's house to play mahjong. was on a terrible losing streak. lost like 24bucks. thankfully I managed to win the last two rounds and reduced my loss to about 13 dollars.

I'm probably back to think what I thought I was. useless.

oh man. these few days I've been feeling very weird too. am I starting to be emo :o (I hope not) heh.

a maths paper tomorrow at two in the afternoon. gotta do some studying! btw, our a maths paper two was delay by an hour due to the arrival of bush, as they expected traffic jams. wow, he sure is important. sheesh

another day has past, and one by one it shall fade away slowly and slowly

9:57 AM

Friday, November 10, 2006

geography.

woohoo. maths paper 2 later in the afternoon. 2.30 - 5 -_-

geography was hard for me >.> and some people said it was easy. oh man. well I didn't study much too as well, so can't blame.

my moodiness seems to be back again. usually in the night time. always feel so moody and just intend to sleep early and not do anything. is there anything wrong with me?

time is going quite fast. just 10 more days! gotta buck up x.x

10:49 AM

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

papers to date.

13 more days to go! ._.

Oh man, I guess I can't do well for my papers. Screwed up Chemistry and Social Studies badly. Gosh.

Luckily Maths was fine.
Sigh, long day tomorrow. 3 papers and the first one's at 8am, last one's at 2pm. I guess I should really buck up and put myself into studying mode. This is my only sciences left so I can't screw it up. Once it screws up, bye poly life in 2007.

Life now, quite unpredictable huh. So many things happen when you don't know that it's gonna happen.

My teeth hurts now. So pain x.x The dentist added another metal ring on my teeth. Just a slight touch already have the pain. Ouch. Hope someone could share the pain with me :x

Anyway, I might have a job at Clementi, about 6.50/hr. Full-time though, until January. I hope I can get that job or something, so that I'm able to spend more on myself! Muahahaha :x

Do you care for your online friends or your real-life friends? it seems to me likem I prefer caring for my online friends than my RL friends, especially my class. Once a loner, forever a loner. As usual I'm alone during class, with a few chats once in a while. When my RL friends talk, I don't really take it seriously but when online friends consult me, I tend to listen more. am I being biased or what? really don't know.

10:40 PM

Saturday, November 04, 2006

sigh.

more and more papers are coming. oh gosh >.>

hmm. graduation night is on the 22nd. what should I wear? I have no idea what to wear, cuz I have bad fashion sense :x

Heard from my primary school friend that we're having a chalet again. woohoo. we've been having chalets since 2002. it seems like the bond among us is hard to break eh. although we can hardly/ or never meet up each other during the days in the year, but there's a chalet at the end of the year. those are just nice feelings.

I remembered last year's chalet with them. our primary school teacher treated us for that chalet. that night, I had alot of fun. played hopscotch, and even learnt how to play bridge. we played bridge the whole night, laughing all the way. those were fun days.

hope this year's one could be almost the same fun too.

hmm, mind me if I change my blog song frequently. just trying out some of them :x

4:08 PM

Thursday, November 02, 2006

history paper.

hmm. well I only studied on one subject, and it came out ._. phew lol. oh well better not get too excited. just hope I can get through it.

will post more later, i guess.

1:53 PM

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

broken.

gah screw my specs. it's broken. pfft.

guess I moved too much when I was in bed then the bed rolled over my specs. dammit.

anyway, I think I'm selling my hermit off ._. provided if anyone's interested lol. if anyone's interested, please do let me know if you need more details. ^^

history is tomorrow. should I give it up? just don't study it and waste my time for it. my memory just sucks badly. hope I can make it to the course that I want ._. R411 is really difficult for me. I doubt I can even get one A1 in my O's too.

things will never be the same again. wonder if there's ever a chance for it to be the same.

also, if anyone got job lobangs after my o's, please intro :x wanna try earning some money to spend for myself ._.

19 more days. just 19 more days till the whole thing ends. must resist and force myself to study. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh *dies*

2:51 PM

swear like a sailor