Wednesday, January 31, 2007
counter.
went work yesterday, and they were like o_o telling me that I could learn counter stuffs. I was like wth o.o I'm only here for two weeks and can learn liao. there's also another girl who wanted to learn as well cuz she said she's been here for three months already o.o however they said they judged by the experience and personality o.o when I first saw the counter, so confusing =.= so many buttons to press and see. if normal orders still can. but those additional ones can kill! those of you all who wanna sabo, don't come disturb me pls :x
anyway for those who's interested to come at my workplace in macs :s it's at Elias Mall. take mrt to pasir ris and head to the bus interchange. aft that proceed to the berth on the farthest left. B7 is the berth number. take any of the three buses there, 88 358 or 359. alight at the second stop. you'd see a japanese restuarant. move right to the mall till you see an escalator. take it up and there you see macs :s
counter job seems fun, but dam scary as well. x.x hope I can do it well.
10:22 AM
Monday, January 29, 2007
$_$
been working for the past 6 days straight x.x finally today's an off day :x
on sat night after work, me and some pri sch friends went to vincent's houes and played mahjong throughtout the night. played 2 rounds of 16. =\ we played 10 cents 20 cents. :x first round, lost like mad x.x lost abt $7. then on the second round, when the game was about to end, it changed o_o from a loss of $7, it turned to a win of $20 =.= however it drop to 18 on the last round when I let a frd win :s
heard from friends that the release of the results is on the 2nd week of feb. that's like so near T_T still haven't really decided on where to go. guess I should wait for my results before I should really decide =
nothing's perfect, or at least how you think what is perfect
1:28 PM
Friday, January 26, 2007
#*$*$^#^&%.
now the lag is even more ghey. -_- probably they're still fixing the damaged cabled underground. wonder how long they'll take. x.x
with this lag spikes is making me think of weird stuffs. probably won't think of those things anymore, just have nothing to do in like almost every morning. more of wasting my holidays.
I think I have some morning sickness or something -_- last night my nose bled when I woke up and this morning I got a bad headache after I woke up. probably due to the sudden temperatures of the freezer and the hot oil surrounding -_- one is like -20+ and the other is like 100+. just have to get used to it then.
so many things happened between my friends and myself. relationships here and there, and I'm like one loner with no one -_- I remember there was a period when some of my friends broke up with their partners. my heart was like sinking like it's not there. with a relationship of about 2 - 3 years and then it's over? some could be emotional, some might just leave it as it is. I'm more on the emotional side I guess. losing that kind of feeling, especially for a long period, is like losing part of your life. it could be true that nothing is forever, but at least we could try to reach as far as possible. how hard can it be? giving in to each other and to understand each other's problems. that could be hard. even if I were to get a girl that's very patient with me, sooner or later she'll just leave and find another better guy than me. my shy personality towards strangers and my dumbfoundedness towards girls too. to me, its hard to express the love to the girl. I might like her, she might/might not like me. probably when I get one, it'll only be temporary. those long-lasting relationships seems quite impossible for me. boy oh boy.
probably I've to pretend nothing's wrong
2:26 PM
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
laggy night. x.x
came back from work yesterday and realised that my maple and audi was so laggy x.x now also very laggy. probably it could be a virus or somesort ._. my msn also down. sigh x.x
yesterday's day at macs seems quite well I suppose, although I'm always at my usual station -_- which is the filet side and mostly the cooking. oh I don't poison ppl k! :x although there was once I had an accident with the fryers :x
I might be feeling happy to work at macs, but there's some moments when I feel like quitting straight away. weekdays it's like so shorthanded, since some of those crews are schooling and work on weekends only. =\ wonder how long I can last in macs x.x
with my new timing of 4 - 9pm, seems quite slack and relaxed, but my bus fare is crazy =.= to and fro would cost at least $3 x.x working at macs quite nice also bah, can have free mac meal below a certain amount. :x but sooner or later i'll get sick of macs -_-
hmm, if a girl would like me, am I able to bring her happiness? oh boy. probably I shouldn't think of that. the personality of me could show that I'm not up for it. oh well. so many things that I don't know how to do or what to do at that point of time. makes me feel so useless and dumb.
hold my hand and we'll fly together
11:33 AM
Monday, January 22, 2007
sec1 orientation camp 2.
on the weekend I went back to my secondary school for the orientation camp again. it beats rotting at home facing at the comp all the time >_> this week's camp is mucb better and more fun than last week's one. maybe cuz I stayed throughout the camp :x it's more organised and so happening. also we had to fold cranes for some charity as well. =
went to some of the poly open houses. some are good and detailed, while some are.. =\ at least I managed to get some info about the school and the courses and I'm interested at. hope my reusults won't be that bad. guess I'm feeling the competition among everyone else =\
12:44 AM
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
first day of work.
went to work at macs yesterday o.o 4 hours yesterday. when I entered the kitchen I was like confused and not sure what to do, since it's like my first time entering the kitchen >_>
oh yeah and I realised that there's alot of old people there >_> as in senior citizens. yesterday i was in charge of the filet station. seems quite easy to do. :x put the frozen filet on the tray and then fry it. when there's a beep from the timer, steam the buns and so on. aft when the buns are ready, put the tartar sauce and the filet and there you have it o.o the tartar sauce dispense is so cute lar. it's like some big syringe! lol
actually i was taught most of the frying stuffs. mcchicken, spicy etcetc. oh. i went in to the freezer as well. oh my -26 deg celsius. -_- i think that temperature caused my headache after work -_-
work's today from 2-9. ._. gotta learn more stuffs heh. not sure if I'm gonna enjoy it or not though.
have to keep going on and on
10:32 AM
Sunday, January 14, 2007
sec1 orientation.
hmm haven't been updating this week, busy with some stuffs :x and also part of being lazy to update as well.
on friday night I went back to my secondary school to attend the secondary 1 orientation camp held by the peer leaders. I was thinking of going there to help and see what I could do too. as always, it keeps raining throughout the whole camp. with this rain, sleeping in the room is worse. z so bloody cold. woke up at few times cuz it was too cold and the sleeping bag wasn't thick enough to keep me warm x.x
left the camp ard the afternoon of saturday and went jurong to meet wy, dj, amanda, shannon, ling and gi. i wanted to have a nap in the bus, so i decided to take 197 from my school. never to expect, not only I can't sleep as it was too shaky, there's also someone snoring beside me dam loud somemore. =.= plus with the kids crying and arguing with parents, can't really sleep. oh yeah the bus journey can make me die too -_- longer than I expected. from my school to jurong east library took 1hr40mins. I guess I should stick to the MRT instead. pfft
went back after meeting them which was around 9pm. went back in time for their movie screening. they were watching school of rock. =/ i didn't mind watching this, but didn't manage to watch the final part as the cd 'hanged' somehow. gah thats the condition for pirated discs -_- after the participants slept we headed to the facilitators' room and slacked and try to sleep. oh they ordered mac's too. while waiting for macs, we played card games as usual. finally there's people who knows bridge! after so long ._.
when macs came it was like 3am and the side gate was locked. a s the last resort we had to climb over the gates to collect the food. hope the cameras don't catch us or something, although I guess I won't get affected much. :x
going for this camp somehow brings all those memories I had when I was a participant of such camps. the fun, joy and laughter everyone had, the interaction between each other, sometimes seem so hard to describe about. maybe it's hard to see those moments again o.o who knows.
fun's in the air
12:43 PM
Sunday, January 07, 2007
blood diamond.
went out yesterday with some of my maple friends >_> yang yun kw those batch of peeps. met them at cityhall at 6pm. reached there at 5.50pm and I was the earliest ._.
when everyone came, which is around 6.30 we headed to marina square. we had jack's place thee, since it was what they wanted to have for dinner. it's my first time, and probably my last time going there ~_~
had mixed grill which is $18. after adding GST and the service tax, it's ard $21. -_- it isn't that filling and the portions are quite small also. bah =/
hmm the girls wanted to have swensens after jack's place, but when we finished eating, it was like already 8.40 =\ so we headed to the cinemas. hmm we're watching blood diamond, which I've never heard before. first time seeing a nc16 movie.
hmm the front part of the movie is so gross and bloody. x.x so many killings and they chop the hards of the kids. poor thing =\ and there's this pink diamond which is worth alot of money. go watch it :D anyway this movie is very adventurous, although with swears o.o that's why it's nc16. but the thing is, the movie is like dam long la x.xi thought it was 1 hr half, in the end it became 2hr half. when it ended it was almost 12. and i was like omfg. no train back as they said the last train was at 11.45 -_- bobian, took a cab from cityhall instead. when it reached my house the cabfare was like $16.50. gah big burn in pocket x.x
the same old stuffs just keep repeating again and again
11:33 PM
Friday, January 05, 2007
telling myself to stfu.
I think I dowan to talk in maple anymore, like whatever I said sure affect ppl like mad and get scolded and mocked at in the end, plus w/o people telling me what had happened makes it worse still. pfft
guess i'll be going back my sec school during the secondary 1's orientation camp to see the process and help abit as well.
life's just not what you wanted after all.
2:17 PM
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
2007.
hmm. first day of school for my friends starts today, and I'm just probably rotting at home doing nothing. maybe those days are being alone is coming back again ~ oh man.
wonder what I'm gonna do these few days, or maybe the month or two when they have school while I'm at home rotting ._.
guess I'll just see what could happen.
maybe I should revise some of my work, or not. since its like there's no more cambridge papers =.= just have this weird feeling that I won't do well. hope it's not true =.=
9:43 AM