JORDAN.

uh huh. worked at the counter again yesterday, and alone as well, all the way till 11pm. ;s but it's kinda good anyway. no large or weird orders, just orders that I can cope.

last day of the month. means pay is coming soon! =D although the pay isn't like that much, but there's still the sense of satisfaction. gotta spend alot these few days I guess ;s chalets and outings.

days and days passed, and I just feel the same old way at work. sigh. although there's a few people in the crew team that alot dislike, its sometimes hard for me to express it out. oh boy. probably I should not let all those feelings leak out during work, and I'll just think about it myself.

heard from the manager that someone quitted due to being unable to cope with studies, and a new crew just entered. so shy just like me on the first day ;s I guess I should like not 'know' so much. =\ as in like do things within your own limit or something. gah what a swirly mind I have >_>

boing.



as days of my work passed by, I just kept thinking that I don't really belong inside there, or at least fit into the crew team. I just feel like I'm interfering with alot of stuffs, not doing things properly I guess, moving around to elsewhere when you're supposed to be at your station. sigh. probably there could be some hatred around, but just wouldn't want to tell me. ._.

why am I thinking of all these >_>



hmm yesterday at work, was quite shocking or not what I expected -_- there's short of crew working heh. in the end I got extended two more hours >_>

was in the kitchen for awhile and the managers told me to go to the counter. I was like shocked and nervous when they said that -_- spent about five hours on the counter, most of the time being the only counter crew. baka. but heng got no super weird orders, so can handle. overall not bad for my counter experience! probably I'm having more confidence into the counter side. ;D

hmm I remembered there was once during work, a sunday I guess, for some reason, I had an emotional breakdown >_> don't know how that happened to me suddenly, probably just some stress and some unhappiness over some things. oh well, must adapt to the workload there. weekdays are okay, but weekends are hell man -_- especially holidays. omg man chinese new yr the two days I worked, so many people @@ oh well but it's quite okay for me. ;x

probably I should just think properly before making a decision



yay finally able to blog. -_-

within these few days when I was unable to blog, I got like so many things to talk about, now my mind is blank -_- I guess I shall slowly recall what happened then =\ heh.

oh anyway, happy new year to everyone! altho it's like over already :x more angbaos!



well. got my results yesterday in school. hmm, not really that happy with my results but at least I tried my best ba, I think. =
pretty bad grades, here's how it is.

English -> 6
History -> 5
Combined Humanities -> 6
Mathematics -> 2
Additional Mathematics -> 4
Science -> 4
Chinese -> 6

well. some were quite okay for me, but I'm happy with it, especially my a maths. :D finally passed after failing for my whole two years learning it >_>

the grades total up to an L1R4 = 21. not that bad I guess. probably I'll have some difficulty into entering the course that I'm interested at >_>
chose smoe courses and applied for them already. hope that I could at least enter to one of them. guess I should stop thinking about it and move on. sigh



read on the net and heard from the radio that the results are out this friday. =\ guess I'm starting to get nervous already. probbaly I'm thinking too lowly of myself I guess. means that I either work later on friday or don't work. x.x

oh yeah, I got my pay already! ._. not that much though, but quite a sense of achievement for me :D probably I get slowly save money and get the stuffs I want! wahahaha :x


so near, yet so far



weird. probably working at macs now is so much better than how I felt during the first day at work. although it may be tiring during the peak hours, but it seems much more family ike. just so weird. =
probably right now I'll have to worry now is my results x.x release date is just so close.

swear like a sailor