JORDAN.

school's today!

probably i've to reflect on what happened lately to myself. the same old stuffs like what happened a year ago.

maybe i was to be blamed for certain matters. maybe i shouldn't be at that place anymore.

the sense of biasness kept running through her and she's doesn't really like it. heh. guess it's good to leave her alone then.

hope my results are good. or at least, can pass ba :x

1 + 1 = 1 :\



been some time since I posted. been working! :x more $_$ coming. but then. I'm just scared that I work so much till I dont have enough sleep. -_- each time after work, keep staying to chitchat until about 2 -3.

just one more week to school. that's real close to it man. >_>
quite a number of things happened lately, let's see if I can recall. :X

hmm. one of our crews is leaving the store :( so we sorta had a farewell party in the store. there's cakes, chicken and curry, and also fun! :x we smashed the cakes at everyone's faces. oh boy. the cake somemore so expensive. $30+. =.=

had NSRS lately about my counter. happened on sunday. was so nervous when I reached there. =.= got tested on breakfast counter and a lot of procedures about it too. counting of money, doing transactions. etc. lots of stuffs to remember. wasn't really sure whether if I passed or not, since I can't really hear quite well what the tester said, but I think I passed! :D

man. my tagboard is getting back the 403 forbidden error again. dammit. x.x

school's coming



maybe there was that sense of jealousy, maybe there isn't. maybe I just couldn't really control myself on what to do.

maybe I need some time like the ship on top, being alone and think what should happen instead.

without anybody else



the feeling of being lonesome somehow whooshed through my mind after work yesterday, when we're walking home with the new crews at 2am.

somehow it seemed more active and lively when these new crews came. more potential crew are coming.

oh man. just have the thought of quitting right now.

sooner or later I think I'll have to fade out from there, probably going back to my own world again. :D

just don't know what to do



YAY! exams are finally over! ok lah not exams. just term tests. :x had two of them only, but it's still tests k!

had two tests. EMaths and ENGFUND. oh man. able to do most of the questions. hope I can pass!

love term breaks. man. I shall be working to replace the money I have spent. T_T



woohoo. finally 1st term of school is over.

man. was sick these few days. couldn't work. especially on vesak day. double pay >_>

gawd. term tests next week. x.x luckily only have two. or else die even more -_- haven't really started studying though. wanted to study but it's like abit hard man. got a chalet later too. >_> thought of bringing books to study, but wonder if I could REALLY study there. x.x

oh well. speaking of chalets, it's this afternoon! starts today and ends on monday -_- probably I'll leave there on sunday night. need to study for monday -_-

oh well, shall keep this short! :x

oo maria ~

swear like a sailor