JORDAN.

First day of school kinda sucked. -_- And pretty badly to me I think.
As always I'd hate 8am lessons.
Was a lil late as usual, and when I got into the class, most of the people were there already. And of course, tons of new faces. Maybe not really new faces, just that most of them were from 08, leaving us 3 of the 07 and some other splits left.

The lecturer asked us to form groups of 4 to 5, and practically I would know my group members already -_- Since we only know a few. Barely the first lesson of the day and we had to do an assignment already. Next week we have to submit a report which is 5% of the marks for this module -____________________-

Rest of the classes were okay though.

Had to skip 1 class due to that I couldn't change my dental appointment so last minute. -_- Broke one of the wires and had to take a few steps back again. I could be this close to taking out those braces! Gah. Pain and more pain! >_>

I wonder if I could really perform well in this semester. No more of those company I used to have, except for lectures. Even our break times are different also. What am I going to do? ~_~

too much candy's gonna rot your soul



My school timetable sucks.
Worse I think my IE sucks as well too. Can't even visit my school website, can't even see my bloody timetable. Only managed to have a peek through my mom's lappy.

Monday 8 - 4
Tuesday off
Wed 9 - 1 , 4 - 6
Thurs 9 - 4 , 6 - 7
Friday 8 - 1

Dammit I hate those 8am lessons, and practically there's two of them -_-
At least there is an off day! :D
However, our class is split like mad -_- not really split, but got dispersed into another class because our class is really too small. Oh I got psychology for my CDS too. How disgusting can it be man. I think I put it as my 4th or 5th choice and I still got it, just like my jap -_-

Friend introduced me into a temp job yesterday, so I gave a try. Pretty good one I'd say. We're supposed to be waiters for some event, where we hold food on trays and just walk around asking people if they'd want it. My side was serving truffles and beef stuffs, with prawns and desserts. I didn't really have a try on those food as the chef was located near me. But they looked good. $_$
Pay's about $8/hr. Not too bad eh? Although the trays are abit heavy and my arms are aching. The people who were invited for the event were mostly french, and their wives are hawt man. @_@

Ahh now I don't really want school to come again, but I don't want to coop myself at home also. -_-

I won't let this slip away



School in one week's time! And the timetable is not even out. -_- Heard from a friend that it's out on thursday. Whoa. How to prepare :( Maybe there isn't really much to prepare, at least I could more or less know who would be in the same class as me! Heh.

Same old problem lately. That feeling just keep mingling around me. Maybe I should start thinking about school. School can be fun eh?

Sometimes I realise I feel awkward when I meet friends wearing my mac uniform. Sometimes make me feel paiseh cuz they'd always ask how much they are paying. >_>

x_x



I feel so tempted to run away from home.

Not because there are faults in me, but around me.

Why just can't be the problems my family have be small ones? All the time it keeps coming.

@!)*#)(@$*)(%*

School's opening in about two weeks time, I guess the timetable should be out soon. Hope it'll be good just like my first year. Ahah.



Hmm quite a nice song I think. :3

stupid for you

It's not everday
that i find a person quite like you
perfect every way
i finally found the nerve to confess that it's you - that i want
i don't care if i act a fool
i would damn near beg for you !
put aside, all my pride
so don't keep me hanging here
cause this girl is falling stupid for you..
stupid for you..

the proper thing to do
is for me to act like a lady and wait
for you to make the first move
but i don't think you're getting the point
that it's you - that i want
i don't care if i act a fool
i would damn near beg for you
put aside, all my pride
so don't keep me waiting here
cause this girl is falling stupid for you!
oh, oh stupid for you

why's it always feel like i am
chasing love when nothing's there
and here i go just making the same mistake...

i've fallen stupid for you..

Mind the second one below. I don't know how to remove it -_-
Oh stop the music on the imeem if you'd like to listen it :D




I felt so depressing when I couldn't find solutions to help people around me, much less my sister.

I can't disturb her life nor I can't be her remote control. All I wanted for her is to just lead a normal life.

But I think it won't be a normal one. Much far from normal.

Dammit.

swear like a sailor