JORDAN.

Went supper on friday with some of the choir mates at simpang. was kinda cool. didn't really explore tanah merah areas before, so I'd say it was my first :x Walked to the tanamera condo where we found a windy place and chatted throughout the whole night. From a group of 8 it slowly dropped to 5 in the morning. It's been a long time since I went that condo, probably like 5-6 years already? Ahah. at least it didn't really change that much. Somehow dozed off halfway as I was really tired :| But nevertheless it was fun hearing the stories. Haha.

Went suntect with some of the ohana mates! Yan, Syen, Yat Kaka and Jo. Hmm more than a year since I last saw them. Chatted with them, listening to their stories at Starbucks while waiting for the movie at 7pm. Watched Wanted. I would say it's quite nice lol. And the words are so cool man. SO MANY of the f words! It was my first NC16 that I've watched, quite violent at some parts, but it's quite action-packed. Dinnered at the food court and came home after that.

I hope I'm doing fine. :|

will you take what's left of me



Imagine if all of us were sitting in a round table, some happily ordering food, while some waited at the table, telling us they're not eating. While we're eating they'll feel emotional or something like that.

Sometimes maybe I tend to get very emotional even at such small matters :| It's kinda of weird when most of us are eating while 1 or 2 are not. Makes me feel that they are left out somehow.

I guess I want to try and help people, but maybe some people don't really appreciate what I did, or what I'm trying to do. Guess I'll just do what I should do then.

Got a peek of my results for term test. Failed one of the papers ._. Guess I should start bucking up, aiming for clear passes throughout and trying to increase my GPA. Argh. :(

To the truth, I still feel left out everyday in school. Ahah. :)

what's left of me



I hope I'm fine these few days. ~.~ kinda emo'ed yesterday during choir :| heh.

Oh, I passed EWebApp :O 3 more to go, but I'm not really positive about it.

"All Star"

Somebody once told me the world is gonna roll me
I ain't the sharpest tool in the shed
She was looking kind of dumb with her finger and her thumb
In the shape of an "L" on her forehead

Well the years start coming and they don't stop coming
Fed to the rules and I hit the ground running
Didn't make sense not to live for fun
Your brain gets smart but your head gets dumb

So much to do so much to see
So what's wrong with taking the back streets
You'll never know if you don't go
You'll never shine if you don't glow

[Chorus:]
Hey now you're an All Star get your game on, go play
Hey now you're a Rock Star get the show on get paid
And all that glitters is gold
Only shooting stars break the mold

It's a cool place and they say it gets colder
You're bundled up now but wait 'til you get older
But the meteor men beg to differ
Judging by the hole in the satellite picture

The ice we skate is getting pretty thin
The waters getting warm so you might as well swim
My world's on fire how about yours
That's the way I like it and I'll never get bored

[Repeat Chorus 2x]

Somebody once asked could I spare some change for gas
I need to get myself away from this place
I said yep what a concept
I could use a little fuel myself
And we could all use a little change
Well the years start coming and they don't stop coming
Fed to the rules and I hit the ground running
Didn't make sense not to live for fun
Your brain gets smart but your head gets dumb
So much to do so much to see
So what's wrong with taking the back streets
You'll never know if you don't go
You'll never shine if you don't glow

[Repeat Chorus]

you'll never shine if you don't glow

Leo Personality

You are born to rule. Like the king of the jungle, you are a natural leader. It is not for you to take orders. Needing to assume authority, wherever you are, you are the focus point at any party. Noble as you are, it is very difficult for you to be sly and sneaky. You are honest, frank and courageous and although tending to be outspoken, you are courteous and understand the need for diplomacy when the situation demands. You have a strong aesthetic sense, not only with regard to your possessions, but also the environment around you. You are easily attracted to the rich and the famous, the bold and the beautiful and would often like to fashion your own lifestyle after them. In other words, you are easily seduced by material wealth and luxury and believe in living life in style. Your hobbies will probably be the sporting type or something that is vigorous. You will pursue your hobbies with considerable enthusiasm and excitement and will plunge into them whole-heartedly, at least in the beginning.

Leo Lover

You have a gregarious personality easily standing out in a crowd, always the centre of attention at social gatherings. You are often loud and brash and people often take offence to that. If your big ego doesn't get the better of you, you can be a warm and considerate person. You are a lover with style, wooing your beloved in the most elegant manner. You wine and dine them, shower expensive gifts and roll out the red carpet all the way. You will find ideal life partners among fellow Leos, Aries and Sagittarians. A word of caution, however -- when you enter wedlock, married life will rarely be the same as it was during courtship and if you want smooth sailing, you will have to be less domineering and treat your spouse as your equal. Nevertheless, you will enjoy keeping a home that is good looking, where you can show off your taste and which is also reasonably equipped with material comforts

Leo Professional

You are definitely not suited for any lowbrow job. You should do well in white-collar establishment, where you are required to call upon your skills as a leader and a manager. Normally, you should find yourself heading in the right direction work wise from the age of 22. Since you like to lead a comfortable life, you will manage to earn enough to meet your needs. However, beware of speculation and gambling, as these may not prove lucky for you. Leos often find themselves involved in financial litigation but whether they are settled in your favour or not will depend on your natal chart.

Leo Traveller

You love to to holiday in style. They don't like roughing it out on holidays like trekking or cycling but instead want to be pampered with a good body massage or pedicure. You stretch your pockets to include a luxury cruise or a stay in a five star luxury hotel. You enjoy the thought of eating exotic cuisines and people waiting on you hand and foot!

Leo Teens

Leo girls are at the centre of attraction all the time. And that is the way they like it. The Leo girl always manages to look good. She has a fine sense of style, and is always dressed for effect. Her natural flamboyance and verve make her ideally suited for the show business. With her creativity and drive, she could very well become a film star. Her hobbies include acting and others artistic pursuits, activities like tennis, riding and sailing. She is a sociable person and can always be found in groups. She is a born leader; she dreams big and aims high. She may be a handful at times, but this young lady is definitely going places. The Leo lad cannot be held back in narrow confines. He is a big player for sure. The Leo boy is a born charmer. He is a born leader and is usually the leader of his group. He sets his own rules and plays by them until he's bored, after which he will pick a new sport. He usually excels at school because he cannot comtemplate being anywhere but the top. He likes to think big and will aim for the best universities. He could grow up to be an actor, or an important politician. Driven by ambition and vitality, he wants it all. His flamboyance and love for the spotlight makes him take quite naturally to fame.

Leo Kids

A born performer, the Leo child simply loves to be in the public eye. And being extremely creative, he or she loves to show it by putting up little theatre shows for friends and family. Being the natural choice for a leader, this kid also never forgets to share the spoils of success with pals. The best assets of the Leo child are diehard optimism and cheerful disposition, which makes him or her very popular among friends. Extremely proud, the Leo child simply refuses to take criticism. Quite often, the Leo kid does things for that round of applause.

Leo Well Being

Being a leader and commander, you tend to burden yourself with a lot of responsibility and work related pressures, so a good diet and unbounded energy helps Leo maintain good health. Occasionally you are too busy to eat a proper meal but you do try to substitute with lots of fresh fruit and vegetables. Leos are so often single-mindedly busy pursuing career objectives that this can take a toll on your health. You will have to learn to slow down and relax more often. Many Leos are predisposed to heart-related ailments. Thus, you will have to cut down on demanding activities and avoid excess salt in your diet. Though most Leos enjoy exercising, you tend to get bored very easily, it is essential then that you bring an element of fun and variety in your exercise routine. Warming up and stretching your muscles before rigorous workouts will help avoid strains and pulls. Leos are a good-looking lot, with your looks reflecting all the sun's energy and vitality. Try some yoga it's gentle pace should help you overcome any tensions in life. Problems with your heart and back, as well as those of the spleen also can adversely affect Leos Take care not to put on weight and eat healthily and Leos will live to a ripe old age.

Leo Luck

As it suits you to be the centre of attraction, go ahead and wear reds, orange, sunny yellow with the occasional foray into purple. They happen to be your lucky colours, along with white that stands out anywhere. If you are buying a ring or any precious gemstone, go for topaz and amber. While you like to take the day off and relax on Sundays, remember this is also your lucky day and you can use it for any important work. Your lucky number is 1, The Sun is your ruler and your element is fire.

• Symbol : The Virgin • Ruling House : Sixth House • Ruling Planet : Mercury • Gemstone : Emerald • Element : Earth • Most compatible with : Taurus, Virgo, Capricorn • Can be good with : Scorpio, Cancer, Pisces • A 50-50 chance with : Aries, Sagittarius, Leo • Doubtful with : Gemini, Aquarius, Libra

chilli con carne



Camp was fun! Or at least I think it was. Haha.

It started around 9am, where people started coming. Although I sort of know the amount of people isn't really much, but I think it's good enough? Heh.

Camp started around 10am where the ice breakers started, we had a lot of time! HAHA! Since some of them didn't really know everyone's names, but that's what makes the fun of the ice breakers. :D

Station games was next. It was quite fun, although there wasn't really enough people for each group per station, but the fun was still there.

Lunch came and all of us went out to eat, some went kfc and some went to the usual places, not really much of a choice :| since we have only 1 hour.

Training was after that :| Sang for about 3 hours and it came to dinner.

Movie watching! Watched Les Choristes? Can't remember the spelling though, but that movie was indeed great.

Some activity happened on, and I ave to start doing my job. Heh. Most of them wanted to order Macs, for breakfast the next day, and I've to take what they wanted to eat and make an order for breakfast.

Slept quite late that night, a few of us sat at the tennis court and started talking while some went to watch soccer/walking around the school after supper. At least I know there are bridge players around :O

Slept for around 2 hours, woke up around 7am -_- Practically we had nothing to do till breakfast comes around 9am. So it's just main talking within each other and nothing really much.

Breakfast came and all were happily eating I'd supposed. Had to rush my meal as I needed to select my CDS, okay maybe for most of them. Chose FOM as my first choice and mostly business related stuffs. Hope I could get in at least one of them, if not I'm gonna start appealing. :@

Water games was next. I'd say this would be the best part. Practically all of us got wet, lots of laughter here and there.

Lunch came and it was the same place again. Didn't really have much choices.

Sectionals came after that and then the whole choir :|

Camp ended around 7. Dinnered and play murderer till 9 and we all departed.

I would say it's pretty fun! Although there might be some things not really worth mentioning.

I think it sucks to be the debt collector and I have to keep asking for them. In the end I had to pay for them for their breakfast. I think I'll just let their self-conscious attitude decide what they need to do.
Maybe I shouldn't be biased with the members I have in my group, although there would be some arguments and disagreements, but maybe I have to live with it and accept.

Last day of the holidays, hopefully I could make it useful.

Can't really remember what I wanted to say on friday, but was too tired since I knocked out pretty earlier when I reached home. :x

play with me some more



Everyday I just have to keep going to school for projects and stuffs. Ahhh. :|

My mom was quite eager to ask me to get a lappy for school usage. But I kept telling her that I won't really use it much since I can always go school and use the stuffs there -_- Oh well I just had to accept it. Went to the IT show to see, got some recommendations for ASUS lappys, so we went there straight.

Really pro please. ~.~ Mom and uncle kept bargaining, looking for the best prices. Since there were from different franchises, they kept comparing prices. LOL. Well it's all about the freebies that play quite a part into selecting your purchase. HAHAHAHA. After like 2 hours of bargaining here and there, they found a suitable price, with decent stuffs I think. :| By the time we finished it was already like 6+, and I was late for work. Skipped work then, geez. >.<

PROJECTS! This week is practically hell, had to keep going to school everyday for activities. Tired man ._.

Went for some service excellence course at Redhill. Mac brought me there. Kinda cool huh. :x Learnt quite some stuffs, although some were quite obvious, but I found them useful. Ahah. At least now I know being in the service industry are comparable towards the pilots/doctors. LOL
service professionals <- that's what we're labeled as. I felt so proud suddenly at that moment of time. HAHAHA.

Oh, I got through Coffee Club interview and I'm starting work soon. As for where I'm working. Tsktsk :D

Back's aching now, maybe I think I overstretched during my warmups in choir =(

this is how you remind me



What a good way to disturb people. LOL

START

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.

B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.

C) Continue this game by sending it to other people.

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
lost. :( or maybe good since she found a better person :o

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
to be mr everything-is-within-my-hands!

#3. What will your dream wedding to be like?
on a tropical island! love the nature and the wonderful ocean

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
i'd prefer letting nature to take its course, but yea. wonder if it'll be fun o.o

#5. What's your ideal lover like?
36-24-36! HAHAHAHA :x

#6. What is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved. :3

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
when I have the bravery to confess

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
suck thumb and live with it ._.

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
there will be everyday!

#10. Is being tagged fun?
not all the time. so kns please. LOL

#11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
fat blop with no girlfriend. >:O

#12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
family and friends <3

#13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
she's just a wonderful nehpok friend :)

#14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?
rich and single. not much worries to ponder about :D

#15. What's the first thing you do every morning?
wearing my glasses :x

#16. Would you give all in a relationship?
learn how to give and take? :s

#17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
oh man. don't know, the best? :| but it would be like hurting the other -_-

#18. What type of friends do you like?
they'll know who they are.

#19. What type of friends do you dislike?
they'll know who they are. D:<

Tagged by: CHY! :D

8 people :
ChengXun
ShiChen
Liz
Daojun
Adeline
Ahmad
Meow
Jac

:x



YAY! The exams are over! But I'm not really positive about them :(

Oh well. At least they are over, but for that someone, who keeps demoralising us and adding fuel to fire -_- Just shutting up would be better.

Had some sort of a choir exchange with the NUS choir yesterday. They are pretty good! Although we are like outnumbered, but I think our conductor wasn't very pleased with the turnout. ._. But it was quite fun. Haha. Doing a piece with them makes it better too. Ahah.

Rushed to PS to meet the ohana peeps. Whoa, it's been like almost a year since I've met them. Some changed, while some still remained the same. HAHAHAHA. Well they know what remained the same. >:D Watched narnia with them and quite enjoyed it.

Now I shall wait for someone to watch kungfu panda :( HAHAHA

Maybe there's some people that I don't really like, the attitude of them? School, work and even the people I hang out with. Man is it really that hard to have people who would just cooperate with each other and do things properly?

My holidays are somehow wasted, not much free time to play. Projects and stuffs. Ack x-x

she's just the girl I'm looking for



Days and days slowly pass by, and I think I'm even feeling more lethargic after school everyday. Maybe it's because the class spirit isn't really there. It is there, but it just seems that the barrier is there. The invisible wall between the three of us and the rest of class is really there. It could be my fault that I never bothered to try and interact with them, but... :|

I don't really know how I'm going to do these. I'm quite alone during tutorials and meal-times too during breaks. At least it isn't the first time that I've done this, but I'm sure it won't be the last this semester. It will be worse during 2.2 next semester. Gah!

Wireless later. Tolong ah >.>

sexy can I



NetInfra was GG-ed. :|

3 more papers to go. Ahah

Any job lobangs? >_> Please tell me okay! Haha.

telling me about a party in the NYC

swear like a sailor