JORDAN.

IS THIS YOUR HP NUMBER ?

1) key-in the first 3 digits of your handphone number (exclude the '9')
into the calculator

2) multiply by 80

3) add 1

4) multiply by 250

5) plus last four digits of phone number

6) plus last four digits of phone number again

7) minus 250

8) divide by 2 at last

(:



School was cool. And I hope it will be cool, and should be cool! 3 presentations next week. Plus a performance. Give me a knife and stab me please!

grant my last request



EWA presentation sucked. Suddenly most of our codes couldn't work. When we presented we had alot of error pages. And the weird thing that wilson was laughing when we showed him the error pages. This could be a bad sign man. :|

Neverthelesss, one project down! At least the huge burden is over. Now I'm able to concentrate on other projects like ASP and MOBCOMP. Plus the psychology test this saturday. =.=

Maybe I should learn to be capable of myself, and do things within my limits. Not good to be the good guy all the time when you know you can't do things. I feel like I'm the cause of it. Sorry guys. :(

Time to apply for BTT soon! :D


keep on moving








I don't look so photogenic. >.>



Went out for swensens for dinner after staying in school trying to do something for EWA. Somehow nothing seems to be avail. :/

Went school on saturday to try to do something for my EWA project, but somehow nothing went good. :/

Went bugis for dinner with stoics people later at night. First time with a group of 20+ people. New faces, but somehow I didn't really communicate with them much. Quite expected to be this way though. Haha. They surprised me with a cake and some gifts. Thanks meow for the cookie monster and dj for the pig! Ahah. The cake was decent. Cookie-based cakes are sure delicious, especially those chocolate ones! :B

Nothing really happened much this weekend, as I have to spend time doing my project. Although I think there isn't much progress in the project which is due tomorrow. -_- But I hope I'll be able to pull through. EWA is a serious killer already and since we're the first batch for our course taking this module, I guess I'd say I tried my best :|

Anyway thanks everyone who gave me birthday wishes in one way or another. Finally I can start watching M18 movies. :x
Although this isn't really a good 18th, but at least I had fun... doing projects. -_-

Shall end here, will continue tomorrow I guess, thanks again all! (:

first day



EWA is really driving me crazy. Presentation is next week and I have nothing to do for my part! Can't really think of anything for my part and I hope it's quite okay. :/

School yesterday was normal. Practically we didn't really need to come for wireless as our tutor had no voice today, so it's just mainly copying answers for our tutorials. Lecture somehow ended earlier.

Apel was quite fun. Haha. Had to do our portfolios with our stuffs and we had to have our certs and past achievements to prepare for the future. Mine qas quite alright, thought didn't really put my last year results inside. :x After that they surprised me with a birthday cake.



Sorry if the picture seems big, don't really know how to resize them :s
Quite a nice cake, and of course there were lots of sabo-ers and song singing. Practically even our careperson still wants me to get sabo-ed. D: At least there was laughter. Birthday songs of english malay and chinese were out. Haha. Thanks for all the surprise, and the free facial I've received from the luscious cream. Someone's gonna get it when her/his birthday comes! :D

And oh, the picture below was the choir from korea that dazzled most of us. Ahah.




Guess this weekend wouldn't be a fun weekend for me. :(

'cause there's something 'bout you I won't change



Exam timetable are out! 3 papers. Luckily there isn't EWA, or else I don't know what to do -_-. Plus EWA is due next week and we barely did anything. Man this is really very hard. Means it's just slightly less than a month before the examinations start. Luckily my last paper ends before our holiday, so maybe I'll be going on a holiday to thailand? :/ Been some time since I last went for a holiday, or I should stay step out of SG. Ahah. We'll see how it goes then. :|

Somehow the past just keeps coming back and back. But I liked it.

Read through some people's past entries on their blogs and it's quite amazing to see how the way we type changes as the days goes by. I still remember the kiddy me when I started blogging 5 years ago. Pretty cool eh? I bet most of us would just laugh and were happy that we're able to spend the times together, be it having fun, fight or whatsoever. As long as the sense of unity/friendship is there, it'll be a good one. (:

There's bound to be ups and downs, and things can't always go the way you want them to be. As they always say that life isn't always fair. Some could just be the one waiting for opportunities to come while some go grab it within their limits. Guess I think I'm the one waiting for them. ._.

And of course, whenever someone is down, there's bound to be always a friend to listen to you, give you a shoulder, or your "chu qi tong" <- if you get what I mean. Haha. As what someone told me before, true friends are not the ones who are always there, but the ones who will be there. (:

At least I've done what I think I could have done. No point forcing people to do things that they don't like or want to do. Guess to let nature to take its own course. I still remembered I told that to myself during my PSLE, and indeed, that could be a fatal mistake. :\ heh

Guess I'll end here.

and when a hero comes along



I doubt I'll have the catch to catch Singfest, nor Daughtry. :/ Cost wise is pretty steep for me. Plus the upcoming projects as well. Although some of my fav artists are performing, but I guess I'll just have to give it a miss. :(

Each day passing by, would just tell me that another day of ups and downs will come again. This week wasn't really a good week, and I bet these 2-3 weeks will somehow be alike too.

Just why do I face all this? ~.~ home's like this, school's like that. What's next?

Maybe I shouldn't pursue anymore on that crush. Thanks all for the concern anyway.
I think I know my own limits, and to me, doing things that you don't like to do is like a no-no to me.
Why would you want to force yourself to do things that you don't wish/like to do? Afterall you'll still suffer somehow.. Oh well, maybe it's my thoughts that's making feel so agitated easily.

Suddenly I failed to perform my role, as a leader, and as...



a brother, maybe not even a friend.

you can't control me



Sometimes i think I need to control my emotions...

tell me it's not all in my hands



Went for a choral concert played by a few schools, some overseas ones too. Primary schools I'd suppose. Could say they are pretty good. But maybe what mesmerised some of us would be the choir from korea. Their costumes, their props, and the actions that they did during their singing. It really was enjoyable.

Sometimes I wonder, whether if I ever had the courage to ask for it. I think I have a crush on someone, but I think I wouldn't be able to face the rejection if she rejects. Oh well. Maybe I should just keep quiet so that I wouldn't make myself sad, besides I wouldn't be prepared for it too.

School sucks man. -_- Why won't these projs come one at a time?! Dammit.

say it again



Peer teaching was fine. Wilson didn't really ask much questions. At least that's over and a chunk of my load's over. Now I'd have to concentrate on the projects which are due soon, and some barely started. The due dates are really coming soon, and I wanted to keep next weekend free. No troubles or whatsoever, to just let me be what I want to do. No worries about projects on those days. Just thinking positively next weekend. If that's the case I might need to rush all my work.

Still wondered what I'm really going to do after this year. Am I going to change myself? Or am I just going to live the way as I did? I'll just decide when the time goes on..

Selecting a group with suitable group members to work along isn't that easy to find, worse is when I'm a leader for them.

I just hate doing things that I don't have the attitude to do it, even if they'd give me chances. ~_~

Maybe leading a group isn't my type.


one love




EWA is killing me!

*gasp*

My peer teaching notes are those CMI kind. Hope it's good enough. :|

Gnite folks. :(

avenue Q



To think that I'm a pretty last minute person, in fact I really am. My peer teaching is on monday and I haven't really prepared much for it. To think that I had some interest over programming and this subject kills it totally. I think the only thing that I feel so stressed up would practically be just EWA. -_- Plus we're the first batch for our course to take this subject. Ahhhh. :(

It'll be good I hope. Gotta think positively...

till our dreams come true



When I was 10, I had it at my new home that time when we just moved in not long ago, where I invited about 6-8 of my friends with my family and relatives, and we had lots of fun. Maybe that was fun to me at that point of time.

When I was 15, I had it at my aunt's condo. This time I sorta invited more friends from different areas, and I'd say it was one of the best days I've ever had before. Running around the pool, getting chased, chatting around with friends and just enjoying the night.

When will it happen again? I doubt there will be any soon. Besides I'm too old for them.

Guess I should start to be the quiet one in school again.

Would you rather lead or follow? I would rather follow than to lead. (:

to find the place I've never been



How I'd wish I could be a new person again...

and I will say I do



A team player, Jordan readily relinquishes personal interests and goals to accommodate those close to him. He is loyal to a fault; but others may sometimes question his unwavering dedication to current relationships and methods. Jordan values security, and usually does his best to avoid sudden changes in his environment or situation.

Jordan is an optimistic individual. He is the type of person who loves exploring new places or things and a wide variety of experiences. He tends to display a natural charisma that draws others to his charm. Jordan is a very encouraging person; others are drawn to him because they find him inspirational.

Neat and orderly, others usually see Jordan as practical. He needs adequate information to make decisions, and he will consider the pros and cons. He may be sensitive to criticism, and will tend to internalize his emotions. Jordan likes to clarify expectations before undertaking new projects, and he will follow a logical process to gain successful results.

Jordan would prefer things stay the same, rather than to risk a new venture (unless it is proven and true). He is typically peaceful and low key, and is usually seen by those around him as a good friend and listener. He tends to adopt a "wait and see" attitude about things, rather than taking charge of a situation, usually preferring to let others take the lead.

Got it from CHY's blog. It seems quite true. Especially the last paragraph. Hmm.

ever since the day we met




Went for alv's chalet last night with jt and xw. It's been like almost 2 years since I've last met him. Not really much changes about him, but maybe he became fatter or some sort. :x Chatted with him to catch up about what he was doing. He said he intends to be a guitar instructor when he completes his studies of music.

I remembered when I was young, I learnt the abacus, while my sis learnt the piano. She stopped halfway after a year or so as she wasn't really interested, but my abacus had to stop because the new school principle that time didn't quite liked the idea. When I entered secondary school, I realised the guitar was a cool instrument, but till now. I never had a chance to learn the guitar, much less the piano. Oh well, probably have to blame my laziness for not taking initiatives to find outsides classes to learn them.

XW suggested me to try tutoring. The thing is, am I really prepared for that kind of environment? I can't even teach my sister properly in her studies. If I was able to teach and guide her in her studies, she would've been taking her O's this year. Still remembered that she wanted to take nursing since she was primary 6. But I don't know what will really happen in the future.

Justin asked me if I had a girlfriend, or maybe close to have one. I don't really know. I don't think I have the qualities of a good boyfriend. That probably explains my EQ of 71 :(

I'll just have to see what I can do. 3 more projects left. Hope it goes well. :(

it sucks to be me



Projects are piling up! x_x At least one of them is over soon, or maybe two.

That leaves EWebApp , MobCOMP and ASP left. Those are really killer ones :(

Oh July is here. So fast man ~.~ *hint hint* LOL

I wonder, should I be the good man always, or do we need to have a bad side once in awhile, so that you won't be on the losing side? I really don't know.

Did some IQ and EQ test for my psychology stuffs. 96 for IQ , 71 for EQ :(

At least I partially know where I stand.

Need to do some personality quiz soon, maybe I'll post my results here :O To see if it really matches to what I think I am.

weeping

swear like a sailor