JORDAN.

YAY! ITS OVER!

But I just have to wait for the results before I can official say out my joy :(

the rest is all unwritten



Mobcomp was do-able. Finished it in 20mins! Was quite happy with it.

2 more to go! :D

fionaa



Didn't know my uncle was schizophrenic till my mom told me recently about it. Heard it was quite serious as he didn't take his medication for a long time already.

The fear that my grandma gets is sometimes very uncertain.
Oh well at least that could explain what my uncle does.

Heard from my grandma that, he was the one that my great-grandma pampered the most, fed him alot or something like that. Maybe because he was the only son in the family and that's the way he could 'chuan zhong jie dai' if you get what I mean. Continuing the generation I suppose.
She also told me that his brain was abit unstable due to that he had a high fever when he was young and thus affected his brain.

Still remembered the ways he treated us when me and my sister were young... The things he did to us, made us stay a distance from him. Probably I'm just worried about my grandma and my grandparents' safety. Hope they'll be fine.

Sometimes there are chances that will come to us and there are those we have to grab them.
But somehow I just don't know which are the ones that are worth grabbing for, what if I grab the wrong ones? :/

Exams are tomorrow. Help me please someone :/

why you have to be so far





Something that makes my day. :D



Exams are just next week!
Started studying a lil and I hope everything will be fine. >.>

Suddenly I dont feel like going overseas with my mom anymore. ~_~

you and I both



SCHOOL'S OVER!

Now the only thing to pull through now are my exam papers and that I can pass ASP -.-

Mobcomp presentation was quite okay. Somehow my part could be done at the last minute, although David found out our mistake :x Thanks Amanda for the great help!

Few more days to gooooooooooooooooooo!



Thanks for telling me to do individual work last minute.
Thanks for telling me to do what I can within 2 days.
Thanks for telling me to do everything all by myself.
Thanks for assuring me that the tutor would say this or say that.
Thanks for telling me that he will show sympathy.
And thanks for telling me that you won't want to drag me to suffer with you together.

And now, it's still the same thing.
All I could say now, is really thanks man.
I'd 'appreciate' alot.

Bah. Time to prepare to take another sub paper. Woot.

better of alone



3 more presentations, and the school ends! EWA labtest was quite okay. But I wouldn't know whether if I'd do well or not :(

Go me, go me.

And I think, I have a crush on someone. Hmm.

without you



The concert was great. I had fun, lots of them I think. But I guess kids are always the center of entertainment, especially when they cry in front of the stage or something. But nevertheless the fun factor was there.

Went to get prepared around 8+ wearing my formal, thinking that I would end early somehow. Most of us were prepared by the time we had to perform. Concert started about 11am and we were the first item. Though the makeup and lipstick was abit awkward, but at least I looked somehow better. Thanks Charlie for the makeup. LOL :B

It started out good, especially the food. Big buffet of food, and it was great. Tasty and quite filling too. So I'd say it's quite worth it in the end. Ahah.

But what made me feel like it's a screwed up day would be just that particular person. If you don't want to do, or didn't do, JUST ADMIT IT. What's the point of just telling stories and making me feel so stressed up? It's due on monday and you're telling me only yesterday? If you don't like me, tell me earlier and I won't bug you. If you think I'm not good to be your project partner, then don't ask me at the starting. Say what, don't let me suffer with you together, I think you're just trying to make me feel that what you're doing is to make both sides happy.

Choosing partners are really such a *****. Dammit. Just hope I can pull through the last week of presentations and lab tests. Dammit.

that no one else knows



To me, getting a smile from me is like asking me a super big favour. No matter how you asked me I still wouldn't smile. Maybe due to the fact that I was buck-toothed or maybe now with braces. At least it turned out to be better, or at least I'm trying to smile better or more. Ahah.

Performance is in awhile more. What some people said can be really very true. As long if there's focus, and you have a motive for doing it, you will do it.

What is my motive?

I think my motive for now, is to get done with things, and just live with it.

At least I realised how people are judged, or the way they work. Though I dare admit that I don't like the way they work, but I just have to abide. Besides, I'm not the one leading, and I don't like leading. You'd just have the blames around. Like what a senior told me recently,

Juniors are those who's on the leash, well the seniors are 'free'. If you get what I mean, you will. :x

world of our own



Now I realise going out with guys when you want to buy shirts / pants / shoes is always better. Some of their opinions are more worth listening, especially those who would know the stuffs. Tsk.

It was quite a long time ago before I a ctually bought stuffs for myself. Think I can't really remember what I last bought too. At least I feel satisfied with it. Ahah.

Performance on friday, and projects due soon. Somehow I can't understand the 'chimness' of my partner's work. Guess I'm really GG-ed.

you make me so funny



Maybe I'm just having a taste of my own medicine of what I did in the past. :/

Still remembered when I was young, I copied down every car plate number I see when I was in my aunt's car.

And I still remembered I stole money from someone to ask my mom to put inside my bank. Tsk.

Childhood days are sure dam cool. Wish I could go back those childhood days, or at least remember them. =)

but if I let you go



Sometimes I thought of wearing contacts, since they said it can control your degree. But the thought of putting them into my eye is like such a difficult task for me :\

I'll let you in where no one else goes



Psychology test was GG-ed. At least I'm able to do some. Tsk :D

Guess I couldn't go Singfest at all. Although there are like so many of the artists that I like, but I guess I can't go.

Oh well at least I'm contented for now.

Everyone has a motive over something when he does this or that, but in the end... Oh well.

School's ending, and projects are almost done, I hope *gulp*

new shoes

swear like a sailor