JORDAN.

i'm still alive.

or at least i'm trying to.

:(

everything





I think this is something you guys should listen. It just melts my heart. HAHAHAHAHA

save meee

Save me
I feel like I'm goin' crazy
I've got this lady
She's got me on my knees
I'm saying baby baby please
Don't leave tonight without giving me
Some of your lovin' it makes me weak
Somebody save me

And lately
I feel like I'm goin' crazy
I've got this lady
The way her lips just move
The way her hips just groove
The feelin' I get when she says my name
It's a feeling that never feels the same
Save me

Coz I found the
Love that is one of a kind
This time I'm in for real
And I know I'm just way too deep
Someone, oh someone
Save me now

And lately,
I know I'm goin' crazy
I've got this lady
You're now that's all I think about
The next time I can think around
I really don't wanna feel this way
But I think it's already way too late
Save me

I found the love that is one of a kind
This time I'm in for real
I know..I'm just way too deep
Someone ooohh someone
Save me

Coz I've been there way too many times before
And everytime I say it's not gonna work
Not this time so...save me
Just save me
Somebody save me

Yeah...oh ohhh

Coz I found the love that is one of a kind
This time I'm in for real
and I know I'm just way too deep
Someone...oh someone
I said someone....

Save me now

Save me now...



These few days are quite horrible >.> At least their not as bad as the night after the surgery.

So far the liquid diet is pretty good though. However it's too milky. I wonder how I can stand this for another week or so.

Help me end this ordeal quickly pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee >.>

work this outtt

This is taken from the cow.

This personality profile is based on the writing of Jordan Aw created at the website: Handwriting Wizard.com - Handwriting University's Official automated personality report creator based on standardized basic personality traits as taught through Handwriting University's Certification Level Program.

Jordan is a very emotional person with a broad range of emotions from the highest highs to the lowest lows. He feels emotional situations very strongly. He'll flash to the very peaks of elation, sweeping everything before him. Then, for some reason unknown to himself, he will burn out emotionally. These mood swings can be very disturbing to him. Sometimes, he feels that he can no longer produce anything. But, after given some time alone to "recharge his emotional batteries", he will spring back into action.

Because Jordan feels situations intensely, he relates easily to others' problems. If he is not careful, when he comes into contact with someone who is in a depressed frame of mind, he will also suffer the same emotions and change moods. Jordan reacts impulsively, without much thought before hand. He may plan everything in detail before he even begins, then do it completely different when the time comes to carry it through.

Jordan has a strong need for affection. He thrives on touching and being touched. Jordan desires being told that he is loved, every day. He enjoys being the center of attention. He loves attention, sometimes he even retells stories that got him attention earlier.

Jordan has the possibility of being a actor or natural born salesperson, simply because he relates so well to other people. He likes expressing how he feels, what he is doing, and what he plans to do. He is a people person.

He will work most efficiently in a people orientated job as opposed to a job working alone on an assembly line (that would drive him insane.)

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Jordan doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Jordan will be candid and direct when expressing his opinion. He will tell them what he thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want his opinion, don't ask for it!

In reference to Jordan's mental abilities, he has a very investigating and creating mind. He investigates projects rapidly because he is curious about many things. He gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but he soon must slow down and look at all the angles. He probably gets too many things going at once. When Jordan slows down, then he becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, he must slow down to do it. He then decides what projects he has time to finish. Thus he finishes at a slower pace than when he started the project.

He has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. His mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. He can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Jordan can then switch into his low gear. When he is in the slower mode, he can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. He is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Jordan is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. He needs to visualize the end of a project before he starts. he finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said he plans everything he is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Jordan basically feels good about himself. He has a positive self-esteem which contributes to his success. He feels he has the ability to achieve anything he sets his mind to. However, he sets his goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". He has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, he will not take great risks, as they relate to his goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, his self-perception is better than average.

Jordan is very self-sufficient. He is trying not to need anyone. He is capable of making it on his own. He probably wants and enjoys people, but he doesn't "need" them. He can be a loner.

Something is incomplete in Jordan's life. He feels frustration relating to his physical needs and desires. Somewhere in his life there is some disappointment, non-fulfillment, and interruption. This is very likely to relate to Jordan's sexual needs.



BBS1004 Fundamentals of Management 3 B+

ECC2009 Advanced Mobile Computing Applications 5 B

ECC3001 Internetworking Technologies 4 B

ECS2003 Organisational Communication 2 A

EMC2004 Internet Appliances 4 C+

ESE3001 Database Management System & Design 5 B+


Total Credit Units earned to-date : 97 cu
Cumulative Grade Point Average obtained to-date : 2.95

Academic Status: PERMITTED TO PROCEED TO THE NEXT SEMESTER OF STUDY.

YAY! I'm pleased with my results. At least my GPA rose abit! :D

Back from surgery and from the hospital as well.

Well the doctors said the surgery went very well, so I hope's it a good thing.
I think I look very weird -.- So it's best that you guys don't mock at me =(

The night after surgery was very horrible. Couldn't sleep at all. But at least the painful ordeal is finally over.

Thanks to all that concerned. I appreciated it alot. :D

Now to enjoy my holidays YAY!







LOL.

She is releasing her new album soon. I think I shall get one when it's out! :B

you make me swoooon



Marche was great! Well okay maybe I didn't really order much, but I had my fun share.
Went with charlie, reuben, royston and jianle(?) to celebrate reuben's 18th birthday. Well my calamari was decent. Everything is also good to me, since my op is like two-three days time. Must enjoy everything I can for now. LOL

Anyway the celebration for him was quite fun. We had to do silly things with him.. I don't think I'll mention what they are 'cuz I was a victim as well :x

Blood taking was on friday! I don't think it was a really good one, but nevertheless it's over! No more dreading of taking anymore blood and walking home with two weird plasters on my hand >_> However I'm still feeling pain in my arms. What my mom told me is that the nurse didn't poke the needle properly. :(

Mind's cafe tomorrow!
And thursday shall be the release of the results. Oh man let's hope its good. :(

pop star



EAT.
SLEEP.
PLAY.
SLEEP.
EAT.

That's practically what I've been doing for the past week.
Marche tomorrow! :D

I was somehow packing my cupboard and I ran across this file of mine with those affirmation that I got from LLTC, and some are really good ones eh?

There's one that goes:

Jordan,
I really think you're a special team mate. I feel that you do all the small things effortlessly as though they're nothing but they do count. It made a difference to me. You're an example to me in the way that you're super "guai".
Sagittaire rocks!

Well of crouse, somehow I like going for camps, but I dread the anticipation for it and the activities that we do. I could still remember my FOC camp days where I didn't really mingle around much as except with those there were from my secondary school.

Oh well, those are the fun days. <3

welcome to my life

swear like a sailor