Sunday, July 19, 2009
Friday's performance wasn't really that bad, though I felt that I screwed up quite alot. ._.
Suddenly I lost all my interest in choir already, but I need to tell myself that I have to hang on till it's all over, at least till I graduate. Even though the after-effects won't affect me anymore, but at least I want to make myself feel contented/proud as it'll be a huge step for choir to proceed. I feel so lost when the seniors aren't around. I know that I'm not good, somehow managed to climb my way up and be able to be where I am. I don't have music quality afterall. Cannot really imagine when matt and don and even aaron goes for SIP. It'll probably leave me alone struggling. I'm not the best around and I need to stop thinking that I am. :(
I felt better when justin talked to me recently. Thank you bro :)
where the world never turns her back on you
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