JORDAN.

i wonder if i'll be able to cope with this semester's schoolwork. my electives seem to be a pain in the ass since i hate wireless -.-

but after looking at yuming's first week's exercise on his electives, i think i'm lucky not to get those two.

netsec would be a fun subject. especially with a lecturer like soma, it'll keep my interest in it. that's a good sign. i think lecturers that can inject some humor into their lectures and teaching would always be good lecturers. and i think the lecturers would also need to be able to grab everyone's attention as well. my MMNS lecturer doesn't seem to able to grab everyone's attention. sigh. time to listen even harder during this few lectures.

with all that, i wonder if i should continue thinking about pursuing teaching as a career. the expectations and standards will just keep rising and rising as the years go by. by the time when i come out from ns, i'll probably be like 22-23? who knows how high the standards have skyrocketed till. teaching has always been my interest since young and i can't really think of other things that could take over it. i mean, teaching can be a fun thing, isn't it? you'll be able to hang around and mingle with younger kids. you can also have that family bond with each other. and when they graduate from the school, you'll remember the days that you and the students have spent together. those are the memories that i think it's worth cherishing.

after graduating from this course, i am still having large doubts on whether to continue studying something related to my course. ever since year 2 started i felt like quitting from this course and start another one. i've thought of accounting or maybe tourism. ahh, that thought of it just makes me feel so lost. right now what i have to do is to get through this stupid semester.

i wonder who i can sit with during lectures.

turn a blind eye

swear like a sailor