JORDAN.

i spent 5hours watching britain's got talent 2009 on youtube.


it's an amazing thing on how people are so brave to perform.

term test is coming next week! three papers to go. x_x

oh you make me smile



ninja assassin was pretty decent, except that it's too bloody for me.

next time i should considering bringing some mp3 to hear to the movies. does help a little for me =x

the stoics group is getting smaller! =(

some things just have to be let go.

breathing underwater



there's this new feeling again.

but, it wouldn't be nice.

crap.

your individuality



mp judging was screwed. omg.

the judges aren't really satisfied, but i don't know. hopefully i can pass mp.


my phone is dying soon.

stay in me



i realised i forgot to shave before going for ns checkup. and they took a picture.

man.

i'm going to look different again.

-______________________-

i'm not alone



the checkup was fine. reached the place at 7.45 and had breakfast. it seems to me that they have cheap breakfast, only to realise that the canteen is only for the staff. LOL.

registered at 8.05 and there's already like 10+ people queueing up already. quite a coincidence to meet yunsheng together with the checkup. lots of stations and checkups. the one that amazed me was my eyesight. its been like 18 months since i last changed my glasses and my eyesight remained as 6/6 6/9. LOL. pretty amazing. seemed like the degree remained pretty constant too. hopefully my degree will drop again.

the most painful process was the iq test. the rest of the medical examinations breezed through easily. just the test alone took almost 2 hours. lots of weird questions. most of the questions are math questions and relations. managed to do about 90% of the test without much problems, but there are like some questions which makes no sense at all. -_-



after all the medical examinations, i was given my PES. and eventually i was in....

PES B!

OMG! i don't know if i should be happy or not. the medical officer said it was due to my jaw surgery and my arm fracture which i had during pri 6. i think he had concerns about the fits i got when i was like 5 - 6. heh. if not i could be in PES A. ohwell. maybe i should be happy, since i wouldn't want to be the one that has to be in the frontline. i'm scared =(

went home at 11.30. earlier than i expected. but good enough.

now to motivate myself to train for napfa and hopefully enlist at a later date. omgomgomg!

it's been three years since i last emailed to her. what a fool i am.

walk in the breeze





my dinner for sunday. pretty good place I guess. reasonable pricing. i ordered the squid ink risotto, and i somehow kinda regretted it. but it wasn't too shabby.

ns checkup tmr. hopefully everything will go well smoothly, and it wouldn't drag too long too. ahah.


unbreakable



skipped fsp again and had dinner at aston's with some of the jap peeps. went to the arcade for awhile and headed home after that.

next week is going to be a stressful weeek. with my ns checkup and especially the judging, this is such a pain.

i just don't know how to make that first step. what if she says no? that'll just put me into a spot where i couldn't answer. ack.

not every single day



my judges are out.

and it could be a good thing, and it might not too.

omg.

the grass is greener on the other side



if i could tell you one thing,

i guess it would be that i love hearing your voice
and that your smile happens to brighten my entire day.


like you always do





the show of the week! this movie is pretty good, except for the sudden ending and the movie is almost 3 hours! somehow liked the plot as it managed to keep me entertained and engrossed to the movie throughout the whole two hours.

headed down to zaki's 21st's birthday after the movie while the rest of the guys headed to vivo.

met up with gene and minghui after not seeing them for almost a year, and chatted during the party. somehow managed to catch up a lil about each other. also, we talked about the memories and fun we had for the past years. can't believe its almost 4 years when we first met. those were the days.


and i can't help it



mp assessment was quite smooth i guess. our supervisor seemed to be more nervous than us. there's a chance of passing!

however, judging is next week and i have no preparations for it. what if they ask questions that i couldn't answer? ohboy ohboy.


i'm afraid to make that first step. how? :(

i think you're bout it bout it







that sums up my last weekend, although i didn't really like the movie, since i'm not a fan of such movies. at least i get to meet new people. :x

i hate my tuesdays for this semester. ugh.

i realised that i've never celebrated my mom's birthday at all, ever since i was born, or at least that's what i recall. i told myself that i wanted to celebrate her birthday when i got first pay after working at macs, but somehow that idea never actually came up afterall. then i decided to get something for her when i was 18, and in the end it didn't happen again. her birthday is like next month, and hopefully i can do something about it. even though the money that i'm spending for it would be hers though.

i remembered when i actually bought a birthday card for my mom 4 years ago. i left it secretly on her desk and then that was it. few weeks after, i saw the card still untouched and i was quite disappointed at that point of time. but anyway, at least i did soemthing as a son, i hope.

to think that i've actually brought up the topic of relationships, when i underestimated myself too many times.

you're my everything



i'm suddenly in the craze of the old boybands.

love the oldies music. hehehehehehe.

mp assessment just got dragged to next week. this weekend won't be a fun weekend i guess. there's ccom to complete and this mp assessment, when our project suddenly had an error that i've never seen before throughout this whole six months. what is this man?!

this just feels so right



i'm somehow anticipating for zaki's 21st birthday to come. time for an old gathering! oh man.

had a dream about us



the feeling is back.

again.

now i know this big mistake



this blog got shown in school when soma said there were blog entries about him.

i was kinda shocked when i saw mine on it. OMG!

walla walla bang bang





watched this show yesterday with some of the maple peps. pretty good show i guess, an action/comedy/romance film. it's 100 time sbetter than halloween 2. :x since it's the kind of movies that i'd rather watch. heh.

my mom asked me to go get a girlfriend. oh man. what a mom she is. she said that i should m ake the first step. i don't really know.

maybe she was waiting for me to make, or i don't know.

making that first step would just seem so hard.

never will be good enough for her



the plans to go night safari last night was dashed when it suddenly poured heavily. in the end we headed to northpoint for a movie and headed home after that.

smuggled bk up to the movie theater. the movie theater was very quiet. watched halloween 2. and i spent most of my time listening to calli's mp3. =/ not that it was boring, just that i don't really like those kind of movies though. though somehow i managed to watch about half of the show, it seems like it's just keeps repeating and repeating. not a nice show imo. :x

homed after that.

to think that i actually liked someone in my primary school, and i never actually bothered to continue pursuing it. there was eunice, who was a nice girl when i knew her in primary school. a outgoing and friendly kind of person, but she dropped out of secondary school and became another type of person.

and then there was this person that i knew from primary school choir. oh well.

probably if i entered bedok view, things would probably been a change. if only i appealed for a transfer when i was sec 1, then probably i wouldn't be in stpats, i wouldn't be having bad results, and i wouldn't be stuck in this course for almost 3 years. maybe i could be a better person with better results, and not playing maple for almost 5 years. however, maybe i could be a worse person that what i am now, since that's the reason my grandmother didn't want me to transfer to bedokview as she thought it was a pretty bad school.

although i've learnt lots of things in stpats, but remembering the company and what happened to me wasn't really a good thing to have. i didn't have much friends that went into stpats with me. there was actually a few, but i wasn't really close with them. and that somehow started like a new adventure for me in secondary school.

and now when poly came, it's like another new adventure. no one came into the same course as mine, pretty because i did quite badly in my o lvls. and that time i'd had my interest in infocomm. as for now, these interests have long faded a year ago.

and it's all about making the right decisions. oh well. hopefully i'll be able to go the right path after ns. hopefully.

i'll whisper you all the way home

swear like a sailor