Sunday, November 01, 2009
the plans to go night safari last night was dashed when it suddenly poured heavily. in the end we headed to northpoint for a movie and headed home after that.
smuggled bk up to the movie theater. the movie theater was very quiet. watched halloween 2. and i spent most of my time listening to calli's mp3. =/ not that it was boring, just that i don't really like those kind of movies though. though somehow i managed to watch about half of the show, it seems like it's just keeps repeating and repeating. not a nice show imo. :x
homed after that.
to think that i actually liked someone in my primary school, and i never actually bothered to continue pursuing it. there was eunice, who was a nice girl when i knew her in primary school. a outgoing and friendly kind of person, but she dropped out of secondary school and became another type of person.
and then there was this person that i knew from primary school choir. oh well.
probably if i entered bedok view, things would probably been a change. if only i appealed for a transfer when i was sec 1, then probably i wouldn't be in stpats, i wouldn't be having bad results, and i wouldn't be stuck in this course for almost 3 years. maybe i could be a better person with better results, and not playing maple for almost 5 years. however, maybe i could be a worse person that what i am now, since that's the reason my grandmother didn't want me to transfer to bedokview as she thought it was a pretty bad school.
although i've learnt lots of things in stpats, but remembering the company and what happened to me wasn't really a good thing to have. i didn't have much friends that went into stpats with me. there was actually a few, but i wasn't really close with them. and that somehow started like a new adventure for me in secondary school.
and now when poly came, it's like another new adventure. no one came into the same course as mine, pretty because i did quite badly in my o lvls. and that time i'd had my interest in infocomm. as for now, these interests have long faded a year ago.
and it's all about making the right decisions. oh well. hopefully i'll be able to go the right path after ns. hopefully.
i'll whisper you all the way home
7:38 AM