Sunday, April 11, 2010
went for russell's 21st birthday yesterday at aranda country club. it seems like he invited alot of people, mostly his armymates i guess. somehow after attending his birthday chalet. it suddenly made me think of alot of things. things that i've never actually get to enjoy.
i realised that his close friends have helped him alot in this celebration. the fun of close firneds, going out together for meals and outings. these are just the simple things that i'll never get to enjoy.
sometimes i tell myself that i didn't make full use of my poly life. i regretted not signing up for those freshmen camps because i was too antisocial.
now to think about it, if i ever have a chance to hold my 21st, i don't really know who to invite. sigh.
and i lost the motivation and mood to continue learning driving already. =( oh man. i'm feeling emo again. argh
i will survive
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