JORDAN.

hopefully the meetups this week will be successful and not give up halfway -_-

one week left of freedom! =(

the world may change my whole life through





a nice version of old songs and it kept ringing in my mind for a few days now.

but, maybe all those mentioned in the song won't happen to me so soon. heh.



i'll be there for you if you should need me



now i'd have to ponder the question again.


good environment with average pay
or bad environment with good pay?

everyone is money-minded. i am too, but i don't know which would be the better option. though this maybe too early to decide on this, but i think now i would prefer the first, but in the end i might go for the latter since money is the thing that keeps me living.


barely one week left and im too lazy to exercise still. x_x

calm surrender



the graduation ceremony was yesterday and i finally got that piece of paper after studying for three years!

the final class gathering that we could ever have officially. the emotions between everyone and probably, the final time where we can have a meetup like this.

all i could say that was, coming to tp in such a course was kinda good. if only i didn't lose my interest, i could have probably done so much better. but nevertheless i'm satisfied with my results, even though it really isn't impressive.

oh well, no point regretting now. all i need to do now is to try to survive 4 months of bmt -_-.

hey hey hey goodbye



i have no idea what im going to do for the next two weeks.

sleep?
play?
go for choir?
exercise?
wait wait and wait.


i feel so lazy suddenly. in fact i always am



the last day of work ended in a way with lots of goodbyes. i was pretty shocked when i said goodbye to a few people and other people said goodbye to me. this could show that i'm not that unknown afterall. :D it's been a good 2 months for the time that i lasted there. heh

met up with some of my caregroup mates with ms long to catch up abit on a few things. it seems like most of us don't intend to continue pursuing with what's related to our course.

i have thoughts of learning so many things. thoughts such as banking, accounting and tourism is what lingers in my mind lately and i don't know which would be better for me.

as for career perspectives... maybe i'd consider going back to this current company. i thought of trying for database administrators or similar. the last choice? going for NIE and become a maths teacher hopefully.

its been a childhood ambition to go for teaching. the thoughts of your students coming back to visit you during cny / teachers day or whatever events made me think that i've made an impact(positive/negative? i dont know) in their life.

but the obstacles you face in teaching can happen in so many ways. who knows i might just appear in papers to be the next teacher-student relationship and sex scandal. who knows man. really hard to tell.

ah. maybe i should start deciding what to do soon and then start making my steps soon.

bonamana



i realised my whole posts last week was full of sighs.

i should stop sighing!

few things to look forward to this month:

1) graduation!
2) outing with jt and gang
3) outing with stoics gang
4) last day of work and time to exercise?
5) national service <--- =(

too many things to do with too little time left remaining.

i do feel like a failure when i couldn't even handle my driving lessons properly. what an idiot i am to stop learning halfway.

good life please, or at least something that i can adapt to. =/

你的眼神让我着迷，为了你我什么都愿意



happy mother's day!

the power of the mums can always be felt everywhere.

maybe that's why i get too sensitive and break down easily whenever my mom is mentioned.

although i do agree that she is bias towards me as compared to my sister, but i hope she'll be fine.

sigh.

everybody dance now



it sucks to organise things. ugh

laudate dominum



i hope i can find a choir/music group that i can join after my ns. :D

little bit of love

swear like a sailor