JORDAN.

i am no longer a teen!

this year's birthday was... pretty well spent I think.

the news broke out that my platoon will be split up. somehow i just couldn't control my emotions and broke out when we heard the news.

of course. who would like the feeling of being seperated? part of the reason why i would like enjoying coming for ptp mainly is because of the interaction with your platoon mates. and that's what make your bmt life fulfilling. but who knows it'll happen that we will be the ones getting split up instead.

i guess no one wanted this seperation. even my commanders were kinda shocked too.... but nothing can be done.

while barely half stayed, the remaining people were transferred to dragon coy on thursday.

the final goodbye was very emotional, and then i could barely control my emotions.

and i think i don't have the mood to continue writing for now... shall continue another time.

goooooodbye.



let's hope it will not be true. and even if it is, i do hope most of us will remain.


last week of ptp left! after it'll be more and more tiring days and hell i guess.

it's a kinda sad thing that more and more of my commanders are going away or being transferred out for whatever reason. it's like all of us took some time to get the bond between each other. and when the bond is about to complete, things do change really fast. i guess being in the army is a super fast environment? heh. things can just keep changing and changing and each of us have absolutely no control about it. sigh

at least i know i'm going to run out of my teenage time soon =(

pyramid



what a hectic weeeeek. took forever to go through. but nevertheless it was fun i'd suppose.

at least know i know that i won't have my friday nights free anymore. =(

and i think i lost weight too. :D

i guess i have to enjoy late bookin timings before the new batch of people start coming in. i think i'm enjoying my ptp life so far. good company of friends to share stories and suffer/enjoy together. though i wouldn't really know how unit life will feel like for now, but according to what i heard, i guess i should make the most of my bmt life.

when POP gets nearer, i guess i shall prepare long thankyou messages to my sgts, my bunkmates, that's if i remember what happened throughout the past 4 months. although there's not much happening for now, but i guess there wouldn't be much time to rest once ptp phase is over. noooooooooooooo

what do you want from me



and finally eagle coy has finally POPed! felt quite happy and kinda sad at the sametime when they left. but ohwell, at least it'll be much quieter now.

it's pretty fast that one month has passed so quickly and that leaves three months left.

time to say goodbye to my friday nights already =( been coughing real bad this week and couldn't really sleep at all. however when i reach home, i just feel like playing my games and laze my sundays rotting at hojme before i go suffer for another week again. this is mental toughnessss! argh.

down to you

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