JORDAN.

i'm feeling that i should be more outspoken in the future.
i think that i shouldn't be too quiet anymore.
i think that i should try to be myself and really myself.
i think that i should talk more.
i think that i'm going to be very lonely, or at least that lonesome feeling is coming into me again. :/
i think that i need to venture out into danger routes sometime.
i think that i need to think positively.

i think about that and i think about this. when will i actually decide upon something?

second week of course over and it was lesser mind-killing as compared to last week. but i'd guess these two weeks are just the mere beginning. the remaining weeks for the course would be weight straining i guess. i wonder if my back can handle :/

that ache came back when i was digging the soil. if i were to carry the bridges i wonder if i'll be able to handle them nicely.

i feel like having someone to talk to. but even if there is, i wouldn't know what to talk about. sometimes i feel that i know too little things, since i keep getting stuck around the old, usual things.

if i had you

swear like a sailor