Friday, October 21, 2011
I need lessons on how to express myself better. Someone help?
I'm becoming more and more reluctant to go out with my mom. I just don't know why. It wasn't like that last time but I just find her very very irritating.
I'd be more than happy to get someone to listen to my problems and provide me with advice but it doesn't always work out that way. Somehow that loneliness comes around me everywhere. Be it in camp or at home. I don't know. Maybe I hardly go out and therefore isn't really sociable with people. Maybe that's why I treat close friends like somehow they were part of my life.
I don't like being alone or feel lonely. Even if there's so many people beside me somehow or another I feel like I'm in my own world. Sigh
7:00 PM