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JORDAN.
Wednesday, November 30, 2011
i need to express myself better.
everytime i want to blog about something i would just forget about it whenever i reach the posting screen. -_-
i realised that i wasn't the old character i have when i was younger. recalling where i could give some advice to people who need help, or maybe a listening ear and help their problems. although somehow i might be able to be a listening ear now, somehow it'll just go in and comes out.
or maybe my memory is failing. short term memory? i don't know.
there's always people that i think i can talk to, but it always come to a point in my mind that i wouldn't want to disturb or burden them. or even that i should just keep it to myself since i don't even know how to express it properly.
idk if i'm weird or emo or some lame person, but i know i always try not to be so emotional, or at least hide my problems away from my friends or something.
sometimes when there's laughter around i don't feel it and yet i'll think about other things. or maybe i'll laugh at my own stupidity and be emo again.
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lonely lonely
1:37 AM
Monday, November 28, 2011
genting trip was pretty fun, at least it was an eye opener for me since the last t ime i went there was prolly like 10 over years ago. at least somehow i can have vague memories of the customs or smth. heh.
first time entering the casino. waswn't that bad, except for the smoking areas where the smoke is super thick. gave a little shot on slots and table games and didn't really perform well, but it was a first time experience? if there's a chance to go again i wouldn't mind trying and hope to earn some back. LOL
maybe i should be really more observant in the things around me. hmm
cry cry
11:10 AM
Friday, November 25, 2011
i'm back!
it wasn't that really bad, probably except for the extreme of weather sometimes.
food was awesome. even the cookhouse food in camp is so much better than camp's one. portion wasn't that bad too.
r&r was so-so. at least its like ten times better than india's one. HAHAHAHA.
time to rest for abit before heading out to genting again tonight.
thoughts of a ps3 is comingggg! but i dont know if i shld really get it. heh
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10:03 AM
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