JORDAN.

i need to express myself better.

everytime i want to blog about something i would just forget about it whenever i reach the posting screen. -_-

i realised that i wasn't the old character i have when i was younger. recalling where i could give some advice to people who need help, or maybe a listening ear and help their problems. although somehow i might be able to be a listening ear now, somehow it'll just go in and comes out.

or maybe my memory is failing. short term memory? i don't know.

there's always people that i think i can talk to, but it always come to a point in my mind that i wouldn't want to disturb or burden them. or even that i should just keep it to myself since i don't even know how to express it properly.

idk if i'm weird or emo or some lame person, but i know i always try not to be so emotional, or at least hide my problems away from my friends or something.

sometimes when there's laughter around i don't feel it and yet i'll think about other things. or maybe i'll laugh at my own stupidity and be emo again.

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lonely lonely

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