JORDAN.

Maybe the reason why I seem quite anti-social or have nothing to say when I go out with friends could be that there's not much common topic to talk about. I mean, I keep doing the same old things and hardly reach out to doing new things and this could probably be the reason :/ well its not like I seem quiet.

Although there are many times that I want to be quiet and not talk at all, it seem so impossible to do that. The awkwardness is there and it isn't nice for it to be there.

There's so many things I want to change about myself but I don't know how to.

Suddenly there's so many things that I want to buy. People in my camp has been talking about ps3 stuffs and it made me want to get one too! At least it can keep me entertained when the internet problems happens at home. Or unless if I can get a bigger tv to put in my room and it would be even better! Haha. But the available sace is just so little in my room. Thought I still have the old sega saturn and ps1 still in my room.

I need to really pack my room and throw away the stuffs that I don't need at all. Maybe throw away all my secondary sch textbooks and probably a few of my poly ones.

swear like a sailor