Tuesday, December 06, 2011
Sometimes I don't reaLly like the life of doing nothing at all. Maybe when I'm in the working lifestyle then maybe it would be a good thing. HAHAHA
I was so interested in becoming a specialist during bmt. Idk what gave me that persistent feeling but probably I want to lead men and do what I can to make their life better. You know where there are chances where their sgts would mistreat them? I always wanted to be the social guy around, or at least someone where my men could trust on. Anyway all of these isn't possible anymore since the chance was lost and I didn't grab it properly.
Maybe its myself that I'm so lazy to look for opportunities, I always let the opportunities look for me instead.
I think I'm a weird person. Very very weird person. Help?
9:20 PM