JORDAN.

Even though I didn't want to think about it. I felt I was so wrongly blamed for nothing. Why can't they do the research properly and stop hurling all those useless punishments that can be avoided or not given at all?

As much as I want to respect those ranked people for their work they did to achieve them, but the actions they do after gaining them just makes them so not worthy anymore.

Although I feel like I'm complaining for something I did wrong :x but nevertheless people should always think twice and thrice for what actions they intend to do you know. I mean if you are a minor your actions wouldn't make much impact but as your delegation/rank/position gets higher and higher, your impact of your actions gets worse.

Now I keep blaming myself for not doing well in tekong where I could have the chance to become the spec or an officier. Not like I might be a good one or better spec/officer than the current ones I have, at least I could do stuffs to prevent mistakes to happen or etc. Not like I care anymore though. Sigh.

swear like a sailor