Wednesday, March 28, 2012
NMy last outfield so happened to be in tekong.
Not that it was very fascinating or whatsoever. However the moment I stepped on the island its those memories that immediately appeared into my mind.
Come to think of it, I really like those days in tekong. To me, I think that's where friendships start or maybe break. Haha. Still remember when the news of seperation broke out during my birthday and a powder party happened to me the day before. I realised though it was just a short period, the fun that was contained there seem to be so much more.
I sometime feel very regretful for not cherishing my friends as much as they have deserved. I have never really asked anyone out before. Not even just two of us to have a simple meal or chitchat or something. What could the reason be? Awkwardness? Or maybe there isn't really common topic I think. Maybe if I talked and interacted more with them I could have found out more things about them and of course they will know more about me. In that case my life wouldn't be so bottled up.
Though it still feeels bottled up inside me somehow, I hope I have to learn to give up some thoughts and venture out into something new even though it might affect me greatly or not.
Two weeks more to taiwan!
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