JORDAN.

went out for the first time with jinsheng and his gang for almost the whole day. somehow or another i enjoyed going out with them. i have no idea why.

this feeling wasn't really there when i went out with my bunkmates. even if i went out a few times with my bunkmates i couldnt really feel the excitement as compared to going out with js and the gang.

could it be the differences? although interaction with them wasn't alot as compared but i'd feel that i'll be so much happier and better with the specs as compared to my bunkmates.

could it be that there's too many people that i didn't really like? or maybe that i knew them for too long.

i don't know.

ord function last night was pretty cool. food wise i guess. programs for the function seems t obe the same everytime.

this ns journey is really coming to an end. in the past i was dreading for the ord date to be nearer. actually i wasn't really thinking about my ord date.

i just wanted to have fun.
you know. fun?
but i'm going to miss all this fun.

i wished my bank has a 5-digit amount. HAHAHAHA. see-ing mine that can reduce to the 2-digit amount can be really very very depressing. even though there's a set aside account. but i think i should have more. to think that last time i was so silly to think abt the working environment compared to the money. although that stand still stays now but i should have continued at another better place.

i guess a good working environment would be pretty available next time right? hmm. i still have driving lessons to take. probably have to pay off uni bills next time.

these few days i havent been thinking very positive. how?

have i been living in the life of too many suibians?


soemotional.



i suddenly feel that i'm so attached to a few certain people.

its like they bring me happiness or joy in what i do or smth. but when they are not around me it feels like a part of me is gone too.

best friends? true friends? hmm.

the new blogger template doesnt allow me to blog from my bb :(






back from tw! pretty fun experience as compared to the rest that i went. this time i went was really really lepak. though the r&r food wasnt really fanciful. its a countdown! someday

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