maybe it is. i dont know. it could probably mean that i have no perspective in life. or i should say control. 

like how i always feel is that as much as i do not want to be a burden of other people, i do somehow feel that people will think im a weak person. am i really one or am i just hiding too much to myself? 

i feel enjoyable with the company that i like. esp with people that i find it comfortable. the countless advice they gave to me. the advice on directions of life or how to make me a better person. but somehow i neber really paid attention to them and i really really regret not following them.

am i being too gentle? or am i too afraid to do so many things?

i remember during sec sch that gan was really nice to me. or i shld say i had a fun time hanging out with him. though some of the jokes were like crap or maybe erotic, he was still a pretty nice person. maybe if i followed his advice and keep doing oushups daoly i would probably get ippt gold liao. LOL 

in tp both of us wanted to join dragonboat but we droped out after the first day of traonong. those were the days.

i think im too used to going out alone or being alone. whenever i go oit with friends sometime i dont really know how to start topics etc.

its like the same on how my short relationship didnt work that well too. i guess i was too suibian. i think i need to have more self confodence and make decisions at the rigbt time.

i feel grateful for such friends for spending some of their time eith me. maybe i think too lowly of myself and treated everything like theu are better than me.

i dont know if anyone reads this blog amymore, but this avenue of expressing myself seems to help me destress or to keep track on whether if i have improved myself over the past years. i think its almost six to seven years already sknce i started vlpfgong. time sure fly. 

shall keep other comments for future post. this eems to be wuite lpng haha! and the amount of spelling errors too -.-

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