no surprise here
JORDAN.
Thursday, July 26, 2012
FOD was pretty cool.
so happened that the ass sh was in the same OG as me. well probably since we came together and that's how they sorted everyone.. HAHAHA.
fair amount of girls and guys.. pretty standard.
mainly it was ice breaking games. but good interaction i would say. for me at least since it was a good 5 years where i did such things. HAHAHAHHAA. experience at FOC during poly wasnt that good maybe because i wasn't too contributing. hopefully this one would be better.
most of the girls are younger than me and most took bridging. at that moment of time i felt so old suddenly. ):
applied for the camp and got slected for it. hopefully i can be more sociable and outgoing. more friends please HAHAHAHA.
i'm getting old soon!
i don't care
9:04 AM
Wednesday, July 18, 2012
i realise it has almost been nine years since i have been blogging. HAHAHAHA.
everytime whenever my mum asks whether if my bank has enough money or whether if i have enough myself, i always kindly rejected her.
not that i always had enough money, but i'd always feel so bad. HAHAHAHAHA
everyday's process.
eat wake up sleep go work nua at home end of day.
school is so going to open soon. noooooooooo.
i need more time management :(
sexy free and single
6:59 AM
Monday, July 02, 2012
am i too caring towards people?
maybe i really should take care of myself first before i can start saving people, but i kept doing the same things. maybe i'm too used to please people, or at least friends.
each person has their own philosophies to live by and i think i have mine too.
to me, i never wanted to share my problems so that it wouldn't be an additional burden to them. but then, it seems that i always shared my past or at least what happened so that it would be a huge load off my back.
i'd really treasure those friends who often gave me good advice and i always feel comfortable hanging out with them. if only i was more sociable enough to keep them entertained rather than them having to talk to me most of the time.
i think in almost every group of friends, there's the noisy one, the entertainer, the anti-social and the quiet one.
most of the time i'll be the quiet one. maybe occasionally with weird remarks coming out now and then. like i mentioned earlier i seem to always be in groups that i don't really mingle around with. :/
i dont wish to be the quiet one anymore. i want to be more sociable.i want to be the one where i can give advice to people. HAHAHAHA.
i still remembered the times where i gave relationship advices when i was never in a relationship at all. HAHA.
i want to be more confident of myself. need to follow the plans that i intend to do and hopefully go by it.
need to study well for uni. and really well. then i shall try applying for ntu. maybe i shouldnt stereotype that private grads won't get jobs. work hard enough and it will come eventually?
study hard for the first year. probably consider staying in their hostel if its viable. aim for first class or at least second upper. cannot stress out myself too much if not gg. LOL. hope this plan goes smoothly.
or i should say the problem about $ is coming back again. :/
love again
10:47 AM
may the force be with you
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