JORDAN.

one more day.

sometimes it's just too hard to sit on the fence and not sure which side you want to take. will it always be better to listen to the stories of both parties and then come to a conclusion? or just act ignorant and see which would be more beneficial to you?

and all it takes is just one small spark to set the fire ablaze.

chasing the sun



projs chalet was i should say hmmm. its just more of a mingle point to know your comm members more. not much interaction within other events, but you will just get your existence know thats all. hahahaha.

six more days left. and after that it's going to be that lonesome life again.

i think i'm going to miss those fun times.

and suddenly there's no mood to do anything anymore.

an idle mind will always think of weird, weird things. ):

快乐至上



i realise there's this thing bothering me for a very very long time.

and that's half-heartedness. that thing somehow hovers me for a long long time, probably just that i didn't really notice it and it has been a norm.

taking driving lessons was one of them. i guess i should have just continued them and finish as much as i can before i enlist. but all that isn't possible. ):

come to think of it. there are really many many things that i didn't give my full. i guess i can't remember them now. but the thought will randomly appear now and then.

i sort of forgot what i wanted to say now. LOL. but i always try to make myself happy and keep smiling so that i won't remember all those kinds of stuffs.

bloom





I think this is the first time i felt so tired, be it mentally or physically.

Just two more weeks and hopefully it will end soon. It has been a great adventure so far. I can understand howcl certain kind of people work.

Have you ever felt how it is like being in the middle? Where both ends are opposing towards each other and you feel so hopeless.

As much as i want to help, maybe its just me but i would always want to make other people happy, even if it takes for a little sacrifice. However being too nice doesnt seem good too.

The event is coming real soon. ):

swear like a sailor