JORDAN.

exams are really around the corner.

but somehow i feel and don't feel the exam stress.

maybe its because i never had the feel anymore. or at least the feel compared to poly wasnt as bad as this. the exams of poly days can be studied like 1-2 days before. but this one seems to be the real deal. impossible to do last minute work. but that's how i always do :/

at certain moments, that lonesome feeling will always return or linger inside me. i want to say so much,k but i don't know how.

the 'scared it will be a burden to others if i share' thing is here again.

but i really really want to throw everything out. especially when now thoughts about the failed relationship keeps coming back again and again.

why like that?

high high



i feel happy when someone tells me things. it gives me a feeling that they have a trust in me.

i feel happy that i can put my trust on other people too.

and hopefully it will be a good thing.

but there's this sad thought that the close friends i have now wouldn't be as close as now in future.


after we have gone thru the same thing. the distance of drifting just gets bigger and bigger.

to think that i want to increase my social circle, now i wouldn't really want to do that already.

one spring day

swear like a sailor