JORDAN.

bad dreams keep happening recently. when was the last time i had those? :/

dont know if its a good sign or not. sighpie.

let me kiss you



i realised i didnt do alot of things when i was young in fear that something bad would happen to me.

and the things that i wanted to do when i was young, i would probably be too old to do them now.

for a moment today i felt like i was in my childhood days. really.

but at my age now, it would just be too childish.

sigh.

exams are so near but i cant really feel the stress yet.

venus



i want to go back to my let nature take its course life. thats what i had when i was young and i sort of enjoyed it.

and then probably the downfall happened during secondary school.

i never really enjoyed my secondary school. the stories that i listened from my friends seemed to be so much more interesting. guess i wasn't the norm within my school.

poly wasn't really that bad after joining choir. glad i made that choice.

now comes uni.

shall not say too much. but i hope i can do what i can do in these 3 years before ireally step into the working world where i can't enjoy such things anymore.

are you crazy



too much sacrifices for the things that i'm doing.

but i hope in the end it's really worth.

i only know that when friends are not doing the same thing together anymore, chances of them drifting will be higher.

and i really don't want that to happen.

:/

dreamer

swear like a sailor