JORDAN.

and.

almost.

is.

never.

enough.

:(



money. the root of all problems.

and yet when it comes to enjoyment it has to be in secrecy as well.

and i think i'm sitting on the fence for too long until i know nothing around me.

where's the friends that i called friends? it's either me drifting from them or there isn't anything common anymore.

but what else can people have in common in me other than gaming? sigh

unless being emo is counted as a common thing.

the thing about love. i need to learn how to make the first move. and not to be shy. maybe i just cant face rejection again.

i never really felt rejection before. it seems like everything has gone the way that i sort of wanted. even if its what i didnt wanted, guess i was too 'okay' for anything that was given to me. too laid back i am, and im kinda regretting it now.

this place will be a quiet avenue for me to rant, and emo, and cry silently.

she knows



the feel to study for exams isn't there anymore.

what's happening to me?! :(

but at least i have been to places I have never been before yet, or seen things that I have never seen before. somehow dont really regret. hahaha.

but in the end, good things will have to go. good friends. best friends. bros.

the same goal isn't there anymore. sigh.

think i need more beer to drown my sorrows. and probably give myself a beer belly.

just kidding.

classic

swear like a sailor