Tuesday, July 21, 2015
the test is here.
time to make or break.
10:20 AM
Sunday, July 12, 2015
yet a regretful decision for this year.
somehow i wanted it. but the image im giving isnt the way i want to portray and yet people think of it that way.
how to change all these? it comes to a point where many knows about it and i dont know how its even out.
its just too scary that i wanna really cry.
but then its like crying over spilled milk.
help that i really need isnt there. or maybe the help they need from me isnt there too. :(
the more the days go. the countless stes of error that has past. has my laziness overwhelmed my passion and interest?
it has come to a point that i dont feel like i belong to there anymore. its that bad. when i describe other people with other people it will then come back to me. i think im getting a taste of my own medicine now.
3:17 AM
Wednesday, July 01, 2015
when the heart isn't there. nothing is.
sigh
1:08 AM